~Depressed~

~Broken~

I woke up to my dumb ass alarm clock waking me up. I slowly got up, and picked out a black skater skirt, and
Nirvana t-shirt, paired with my black converse and of course I couldn't go anywhere without my bracelets that underneath cover all my scars. I quickly went over to my mirror and applied some foundation and liquid eyeliner and went down stairs.
I saw my parents talking, so I quickly grabbed an apple from the counter and "Tried" to leave for school. "Hey hey, missy" my mom said grabbing my wrist, which in my head I winced in pain. "Do you want me to drop you off, or..." She asked me while raising her eyebrows. I simply nodded my head no. Then I saw my dad cocking an eyebrow at me. "What?" He laughed and reached over to give me a hug. I sighed and walked out, getting ready to survive 7 hours of hell.....
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⏪Walk to school⏩
When I got there I let out a loud sigh and slung my backpack on my right shoulder. Everyone was staring at me and I just felt like I wanted to shrink away, the girls looked at me in disgust
While some boys whistled at me, I rolled my eyes and pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter and lit it while inhaling it, my mom never would allow me neither would my dad, but they're not here are they? I suddenly jolted forward and landed on the floor and felt some blood trickling down my nose and my cigarette still hanging loosely in my mouth. I got up and I saw 3 girls in a possé or some shit, "your not supposed to be smoking you freak" a girl that had long brown hair up to her boobs and hazel eyes plastered on with loads of makeup and I noticed she was wearing booty shorts and a crop top, that girl looked like she had grown out of her clothes. "Um hello we're talking to you bitch" another one said. She had long blond hair and brown chocolate eyes with perfect teeth, while I was stuck with braces😑. She flipped her hair as everyone did it as well. She was pretty slutty, she was wearing a tight AF dress. I noticed another girl behind them not saying anything but she looked like she was concentrating on something the whole time she was staring at me, which was freaking me out. She had brown hair and big eyes that seemed like they were staring into your soul. "You don't belong here" the slut said "so just do us a favor and die bitch" big boobs said. My eyes watered at her comment, because I've always tried and wanted to, they must have realized I was starting to tear up because big boobs said, "aww did I make daw wittle baby cry?" Trying to mock me. That's it, this bitch is gonna get hurt. She doesn't know what I'm capable of.....
I reached for face and put my thumbs on her eyes and squeezed tight making her precious green eyes bleed, she yelped and tried to get out from my grip I then let go of her, making her fall against the lockers, while her friends tried to comfort her, and i just walked away, walking while inhaling the smoke, and exiting this shithole.

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