I sat their, staring at my laptop screen.The words on the laptop were covering my eyesight from my tears, my breathing short as my quiet sobs echoed in my room, i saw at the corner of my eye a mop of dirty blonde hair, and those dark brown eyes that I fell in love with... Yes i loved Tate. Because he understood me, and he never pitied me not even for a second. But now that i knew the real truth about Tate, i don't want him anywhere around me or my family.......
As soon as my sobs got louder, he carefully got closer to me. I brought my knees up to my chin and bent my head down, whimpering. "i-m not sorry for what i did.." Tate said while looking up trying to meet my eyes. He placed a hand gently on my shoulder, as a subconscious reflex i jumped, like a goddamn lost puppy. He then gently lifted my chin with his finger. And i saw his eyes all red, "i-m... "
He whispered softly, his voice slightly breaking. " I'm a Psychopath lex, i go to your dad every week when your at school.... I like to kill things and harm others." I kept shaking my head no, backing farther away from him. His eyes showed pain, but i ignored it. "But... Lex, i would never ever in my life hurt you. I want to protect you from the horror and shit in this goddamn world", he said his voice getting stronger and deeper. He truly cared from for me, but It hit me, he was supposed to be dead. "Tate, it said this happened in '64" my voice quivered, involuntarily. I heard a deep sigh, he carefully took his large hand in my shaking ones. "Lex, I'm d-dead, I'm a ghost. This house, you have to get out you and your family... Or you can..."
I raised my eyebrows, my eyes in disbelief still. "Or what Tate?" I held his hands tightly. " Or you can die, and we an be together for ever.." He said with a weak smile, I could see in his eyes that he loved me, but I could see the pain in his eyes. I lightly nodded, with a small smile growing by on my face. "I just have to think about it, first and say my goodbyes" I said tearing up a little bit. "He looked straight into my eyes and said, "I'll wait forever, if I have to"......
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Hey guys I came back yesterday from St.Augustine with my friends, an I had a blast!
I'm sorry I didn't update for that long butttt.......
HERE IT IS MY LANA BANANAS 😉🍌
I'll make sure to update "Mind Palace" for all you sherlockians 😘☺️
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~Depressed~
FanficMeet Lexie a 16 year old girl who never fits in anything, always in fights always getting picked on but she never tells. Until In the summer she moves in a new house meeting a peculiar boy around her age. Will Lexie open up To him? Can he save her...
