~Depressed~

~Is this Goodbye?~

Hey guys sooo i know that i have not been very active, but i'm in 8th grade, and i'm taking more classes that are much harder😃🔫

So without further a due i will begin....

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Lexie's P.O.V

I sat in my room, inhaling the smoke that filled my room, i sighed as i stood up walking to the bathroom, as i picked up a bloody metal item. My razor. I stored it in my pocket and left the room as i headed for downstairs, seeing my mom throw her head back in laughter as my dad made a funny face. Oh i will miss this.. I sighed loud enough to grab my parents attention."Hey honey, you done with your.. Hibernation?" He said chuckling, I just nodded my head while flashing a weak smile. I saw my mom widen her eyes, "I forgot i have something to show you....." she said a huge grin growing on her face. I slowly nodded as i left the room with her. I saw her take something out of the closet, she then placed a small box in my hands. My eyes grew teary but i pushed it away, afraid she might question my sentimental actions, as i was one to not really to show that much emotions. She looked over my wrist, and for a second my heart stopped completely, but continued beating normally as i saw her eyes widened as she remarked, "OH.MY.GOD, I'M GOING TO BE LATEEE....!!" She said as she gave me a quick kiss on the forehead. Before she left i saw her head pop out from the doorway." Goodbye Lexie, Oh and princess, don't open it yet, save it for prom..." As soon i heard the door shut, i walked up to the window and pushed away the curtains, watching my parents drive to work. I sat on the windowstill, touching the glass as tears began to fall from my face on the glass. I saw the car slowly drive away. "No-no-no please- i don't want to hurt them, it hurts to much tate......" I whimpered, i slightly jumped as a saw my reflection. Mascara dripped down my face, my face slightly pale indicating that i have not eaten for a long time, and my eyes red from crying. Tate reappeared from the shadows, he then placed his pressed his body against my crouched back and wrapped his arms around me. Pressing a small kiss on my cheek, my cheeks grew a light pink, and quickly went away as i turned around seeing his saddened eyes pouring into my pained ones. He held his hand to take my small trembling ones. He lead me in the kitchen, looking at me uneasily. "We can do this 2 ways..." He said opening his other free hand slowly uncovering a shit ton of pills, and a huge butcher knife. My eyes slowly widened. "Yeah i didn't think so. I think the pills is the least painful and the least... erm, Messy?" His voice wavered until he cleared his throat. "Anyway, whenever your'e ready, the more time you waste the more danger you and your loved ones are in danger.." I nodded uncomfortably, as i felt the temperature lower down making the room 100 degrees. I took the pills, and put them in my hand, as i dropped them on the floor. His eyebrows were knitted in confusion, as i reached the shiny butcher knife. His eyes widened, as he gulped. "are you sure you wan-", right before he could finish his sentence, i jabbed the knife in his hand, and took off running, as fast as my legs could carry me. What have i gotten myself into?

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So that's about it guys..

I wanted to make it short, cause i have a lot planned in my mind Palace....😏

Gaby stop mixing fandoms together.....😂😂😂

Anywayyyyy I'll make sure to update "Briliant" really soon, cause i have a lot to say

Untill next time my Lana Bananna's 🍌🌚

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