ᎠᎬᎯᎠ ᎷᎬᎯᎿ -yandere tabiXfemaleReader

Pt:19

Tw: /heavy gore/abuse/rape

He's insane
He's a monster

She whaled in pain all she did was cry
Was it all my fault am I the reason for her pain
Am I really the monster
Am I truly the one who's really...

Insane

"No no no no no no" is all that could race through my head I'm not he made me like this

He kidnapped me
Took me away from my family
And the one's I loved

"Y/n~" *thump* the sound her dismembered body made as it gushed out blood and hit the floor her eyes wide open from the shock of her own death

She was someone's daughter
Niece
Cousin
And now she's on the floor dead all because I made a simple mistake

...

Why is my luck so bad why did this have to be me it's always me me me me me me me me!

My body was cold and frozen from fear as his gaze landed so heavy on me warming he walked towards me as I continued to stare at her lifeless body

He got on one knee and hugged me kissing my cheek and neck leaving hickeys "oh y/n~ you know I did all this for you I love you!"

He slipped his hand down my pants onto my clit and swirling it with his fingers...

I didn't react I was paralyzed

"Y/n~ would you like to end up as her?"

...

...
"No" i whispered

"What was that darling" he said pulling my pants down

"NO STOP!" i said finally unfreezing from my state of shock and kicking him

"STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP LEAVE ME ALONE STOP!!" I screamed in agony and fear as he dragged me by my legs to the pole where she was and tying me up

"NO STOP PLEASE IM SORRY PLEASE IM SORRY!" I screamed knowing this was most likely going to be my last day ever alive

"No?" He smirked "No?" He kept mocking me as tears just fell from my eyes he wiped them off and licked them off his finger

"Awwwww is y/n scared?" he cood at me he then walked off grabbing a knife

"Y/n would you also like to have some fun to?!" He laughed hysterically at me my eyes stared at the floor with my head down

He then got on the floor and set the knife down behind me and pulled my pants and under off all the way

I knew this was coming there's no point in fighting anymore

No reason to live anymore
I have nothing
The world gave up on me
God I am not your strongest soldier
Why are you doing this to me...

Those words echoed in my head as he forced his dick in me making me moan "hah~ f-fuck y/n~ that feels so good~" he said thrusting in and out of me I let out loud moans letting it be my only reaction...why?

I didn't care anymore
I didn't care what happened to me
I don't care if I die
I don't care if he tortures me
Cuts my limbs off

I will always for some reason deep down inside love him, my body need him I need to touch him I need his dick inside of me everyday

God staring at him makes me wet
Horny
Happy
Excited
He makes me feel sexy in my body, he's the only person that would ever love me like this

Have I finally accepted that I will never win that I'm weak

I mean the world does not care for me anyways

I feel so erotic with him fucking me right now I just want to wrap my arms around him and kiss him I want his tongue down my throat

Knife
The knife

I grab it from behind while he continued to fuck me and cut the ties on the rope

I reached for him and crawled in him more sitting on his dick while I kissed him and panting for air

But this was so hot so... sexy

I got off him and wrapped my hand around his dick my instinct was to instantly suck him dry and I did just that

What's wrong with me he's a murder
He's psychotic, insane and out of his mind but why do i continue to love him my brain isn't working well maybe one day

Just one day I'll understand these feelings

Just like one day

I'll be saved from this hell

...(time skip!!)

How long has it been now since that god awful day in the basement I wonder if her body is still there I'm so hungry to

I layed on tabi's bed with him sound asleep next to me the curtain was open but it was so silent their were no cars outside since it's been cold lately and no one's been wanting to go out the sound of birds chirping for their maté outside was so faint but so loud at the same time as well and most likely the only sound for awhile

I turn my head and look at tabi who looked like a newborn baby asleep and then at the ceiling i sat up and grabbed the blanket heading downstairs to search for any food to eat

I silently opened the fridge for anything to eat even if I could just grab a crumb before he gets to me

I reached for a yogurt and slowly opened it and shoving the yogurt in my mouth with my bared hands as grabbing silverware would be to risky because of the sound

I took a couple of steps back before bumping into something and already knowing it was tabi I could feel my heart racing from fear but then he wrapped his arms around my waist and placed his head on my shoulder while closing the fridge

"Im sorr-"

"You know you could have just told me you were hungry instead of sneaking down here I was wondering where you went tell me next time"

I then turned my head to look at him when he released me as he could see the fear in my eyes

"Don't worry i won't hurt you" he said grabbing something from the cabinets and eating it i nod my head yes at him and walk out the kitchen

"Where are you going?" He said while he continued to eat

"Just upstairs I'm still really tired sorry..."
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