ᎠᎬᎯᎠ ᎷᎬᎯᎿ -yandere tabiXfemaleReader

pt: 17

TW: SUICIDE THOUGHTS/RAPE/IMPLIED SH
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"Me?!" I looked back and forth pointing at myself

Tabi stared her down wondering if this person knew what was going on or knew me well

I looked behind her to a tall as fuck man with a bomb head I looked in Astonishishment while he waved at me

"Holy shit he's tall!"

I quickly covered my mouth not meaning to say that he hid his face in embarrassment from my rude comment about his height

"I MEAN-I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT IT'S AMAZING! -"

I awkwardly laughed it off and looked back at the familiar face

"Do I know you?" I looked at her raising an eyebrow

"YESSSS, HOW DO YOU NOT REMEMBER?!"

I dug deep into my blank mind it being months since I've seen a face or been out the house she probably doesn't read the news so often to know I'm being held hostage right now I'm surprised she even recognized me even after he tried hiding my identity
"..."

Than it finally clicked in my mind who it was the girl from the bakery before this all happened

Uhhhh was it Carlose, carmin AHA CAROL

"carol was it?" I said making stupid finger guns

She smiled at my dumb hand gestures

"Can i get your number so we can stay in contact?" she asked beaming

I looked back at tabi who shoock his head no in anger he was gripping his pants wanting to beat the shit out of me just for knowing who these people were

"No sorry I can't I don't have a phone"

She peeked over my shoulder to see the man I stared at

"What about him?, is he your boyfriend he wouldn't mind having my number on his phone right?"

I stood there not saying anything trying to watch my words and not say anything that would trigger or upset him

"I don't mind" he answered getting up behind me and gripping my shoulder tightly

I looked down at the floor while he handed me his phone "I think that was our order I'll be back" he smirked

I handed carol the phone and watched her type her digits in I looked at tabi who was still at the counter making small talk with the workers and back at carol

"Are you ok?" she asked placing her hand on my shoulder

I quickly smacked her hand off of me jumping a bit watching her flinch when I did

"Oh I'm sorry I'm just a bit jumpy that's all I didn't mean to do that" I laughed awkwardly at her

I looked at the bomb head behind her and bent down to her level whispering in her ear

"Is that your boyfriend?" I snickered

"Mhm!" she said grabbing his hand and smiling at him

She handed me the phone back and we all three waited a few minutes while they talked I felt sick to my stomach I didn't like what was going to happen next it made me feel so weak

My whole body was shaking and sweating every time I wiped sweat off my forehead it would just appear back in milliseconds my eyes were rapidly moving around the room in stress

Everything felt so loud and annoying I just wanted to stab myself in the throat and watch my blood paint this room red it all hurt so bad this all feels like hell it would be best if I just killed myself I don't want to be here anymore Ĩ̷͙̙͔̜̔̅̆̈́̐̓̓̇̈́̐̑̕ ̶̜̯̯̘̦͎̜̯̽͛̌̎̈́̋̑́̄̇̚͠͠w̴̛͇͇̰͍̥͒̌͂̊͐͂̌̓́̉͘ḁ̵͔̟̮͓̘̖̩̗̦̌́̇͆̀͊͋̋̃̄͋́͝n̴̢̖̞͉̙̯͚̋͐͒́̅̅̊̈́t̵͖̺̀ ̷̢̧͎̥͔̯̩͉̯̬̈́̎̾̀̇͘͠͠͠͝t̶̢̢̛̜̠̞̬̬̿͆͒̐̃͐́̓̏͜͜͠o̵͉̣̫̝̺̠͇̮̜͔͈͠ ̸̧͈̟̳̦̯̫͉̰̯͂̓̽̊͌̍̿̂̈́k̴͙̹̤̗̞̰͆͊͛͊̈́̆͛̂̄̚͘̚͜͠͝i̸̧̧̡̺̘͙̣͈͙͚̜͎̞̱͙͌̾͂͌̈́̿̉̓̀͘ļ̶̢̛̛͍͕̦̗͈͓̱̯͍͐̇̽͜͠l̸͇͙͋̂͆̅̉͐͘͠ ̸̛͖̲̑̄͊̈͛̈́͊̔́̾͋̍̚͘ḩ̷̨̨͙̪̲̙̱̯̦̮̫̙͌̈́̃̇͋̾͘͠͠ͅi̶̢̟̥̤̜̳̲̪͖͚̫̪̗̳̟̍̄̈́ḿ̸͖͈̤̩͜ͅ(I want to kill him)

"Hey y/n are you sure your ok?" she asked grabbing my arm when she let go it just flopped back to my side

"Mhm" I said trying to lift up my arm to show her I was ok but it felt like jello my whole body wouldn't move

"I'm pretty sure I'm fine" I said breathing Unhealthingly heavy and fast

I just laughed it off as everything started to turn blurry I could feel myself about to pass out so I tried walking over to tabi but before I know it my body was already on the ground all I heard was small muffled screams and my name I slowly closed my eyes falling unconscious
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I opened my eyes I knew I was in the living room by the second just by seeing the old modern roof with chipping paint

I turned my head to see tabi standing over me he held a needle in his hand with a clear substance in it I instantly knew what that was it numbed my whole body making me unable to move all I did was let out a small laugh knowing what he was going to do next
I looked down at my body to see all my clothes missing

Tabi set the syringe down and climbed over my body planting kisses all over starting at the top and moving down It all felt good I didn't want him to stop but why was I crying?

I love him, is this what love truly feels like is this how it feels to be in love is it supposed to hurt this bad? I want this, I want more of him

I looked at tabi who was thrusting into me I could barely feel the pleasure but what I could feel was all I needed I don't want to leave him, I'm glad he took me my life was meaningless anyways from the start

Everyday at home I would just cry all the scars on my wrist were they worth it I deserve this all of this he knows I'm nothing without him

He than forced his tongue in my mouth making out with me than sitting on my chest jerking off and releasing all his cemen on my face

He groaned upon release I could barely hear him though from all my thoughts

"Oh y/n I love you so much~,it's all for your own good~"

He caresed my cheeks and gave me a kiss on the forehead

"I love you to" I whispered forming a small smile

He looked at me grinning "your so smart, you even know your place in this world you belong to me"

He took me upstairs in his room setting me down on the floor in the closet I heard loud shackles than a clicking noise I looked at my legs that were chained to the floor

"It's for your own good i just have to teach you to not talk to strangers i thought your mom taught you this when you were younger"

He shut the closet door surrounding me in complete darkness