ᎠᎬᎯᎠ ᎷᎬᎯᎿ -yandere tabiXfemaleReader

pt:9 (lemon)

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I Sprinted up the stairs into his room and onto the bed hiding under the covers until he found out

"I shouldn't have done that"

I was shaking scared of any thought of him doing something it could be anything even death he wouldn't mind killing me right?

I was losing my mind at this point I never felt at peace any second in this house if I could kill my self I would do it even if I had to suffer

I can't take it anymore I always feel like I'm being watched every second every movement

When I'm changing

Eating

Bathing

Using the bathroom

Any thing you can think of he was probably watching me do it

What if he was watching me right now?

No he wouldn't be... Would he really?

I took a peek out of the covers with tears rolling down my eyes making me shake even more I wasn't able to feel his presence

But He was looking back at me...

I covered my mouth while he was right in front of me just staring and examining my body

I could feel and hear everything his breathing the throbbing of his heart or when he looked at another part of me

I wasn't in control anymore there was nothing I could do but sit there in a reckless mess hoping he would just go away

My eyes were looking everywhere around the room but not at a certain area on him his... Hard c-cock...

I wasn't ready I didn't want him to touch me I don't want to be touched I hate it here please don't touch me please don't

It's no longer my body I was all his

I rolled over hoping he wouldn't do anything and would just think I was sleeping

But having my luck he pulled the covers off of me and threw them at the end of the bed

I didn't jump he just layed next to me and wrapped his arms around me placing his head on the crook of my neck

His cold hands were wandering around my body getting closer and closer to my...Pussy

It felt so good but why was I crying?

He lifted up my nightgown and slid his hands in my panties swirling his hand slowly and gently on my clit

"Hah~ tabi that f-feels so good"

I quickly covered my mouth in shock on what I just said but I couldn't lie to my self I knew I liked it, it felt so good

It's all I wanted...right?

He continued while I let out little moans I could hear his groans in my ear it tingled down my neck arousing me even more

"Please touch me more- o-oh~ yes right there~"

He massaged my clit so roughly it felt so good I didn't want to pull back

I love you...I love you? No I love him

I lifted up my gown more exposing my breast I played with my boobs arousing him

Is this what I want? Is it what I need?...or is it just for him

He removed his hand so I looked down confused but than catching me by surprise when he quickly grabbed my boob and played around with it

I looked his way meeting eyes with nothing but lust in them it sent shivers down my spine

Was this how love worked? I can't say neither can they...? Who is they?

I struggled to pull my panties off with my foot but got it half way down my thigh by the help of tabi

He got up and pulled the rest of my clothing off exposing my naked body

My bones were almost sticking out my body it's been weeks since I last ate I was tired and worn out there was nothing I could do I had multiple cuts and scars from him hitting me or dragging me around the house like a stray

I grabbed my nightgown and hid covered my chest crawling back till I hit the door frame I finally came into realization this isn't what I really want

"Please don't touch me..."

My voice was shaking along with my whole body what was I doing am I stupid did I have a death wish?

He surprisingly backed out and exited the room leaving me naked I quickly put my clothes back on and headed to bed thinking about the following events

"Maybe he isn't that bad and it's just my head"
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Sorry this is short and it took so long I'm actually so tired I can get 20 hours of sleep and still wake up tired anyway good night/good morning have a good day/night