you ever just have those moments in
your life when one minute everything
makes complete sense and then the
second you blink reality hits you hard
and makes you realize you just live in
a mindset where you have to be happy.
You're brain is just scaring telling you
to be so goddamn happy because it
knows better than anyone that you can
never be truly happy. When you have
to pretend that you're not the damn
outsider or outcast in the group, but
then get put as the designated friend
who listens to all the problems and
issues regardless of how much they
are suffering on the inside. But hey!
that's life because at the end of the
fucking day no one ever becomes
the villain willingly, no the villain
is the one friend who just got pushed
over the edge way too many times and
decided to finally snap, upon taking
a stand for themselves.
