Y'know I labeled this chapter in this way, because of how some other shifting guides are made.
There's astral shift, mental shift, physical shift, point of no return....
People are scared of going to the point of no return, but lots of people already consider it at the minimum off chance they have to disappear.
While I'm working towards everyone having a choice. I still consider going to the point of no return.
I'll be honest. As someone who was a non human before Subs, or anything. I never liked the human life, or "typical" thought process. The typical feeding the ego and fear wasn't for me. I felt stuck with it and stuck near energy I was disgusted by.
I couldn't fathom how to love something that was so small thinking. Something so unkind, selfish, full of hatred and unawareness. Yet so set in such ways like a group of scrambling ants. Y'know I just don't wanna be near said ants anymore.
Some originally choose to shift to run away from issue. Some choose to shift to feel freedom. Occasionally you think it's both and it turns out your just discovering a life that better suits you species wise.
There's nothing wrong with shifting and staying that way. So one day I might do it. Because it feels more fitting for me. Really I'm making this because, I don't know where I belong. I'm rejected by both worlds so I guess I wanna go to a place on the planet people aren't. Then maybe I can finally speak physically and express myself.
I just don't get why I'm here and I'm still not reaching the potential I fully want to yet. I know some things I can already do, but I struggle doing said things intentionally. I don't know how to not be frustrated honestly.
