So I felt I got a brief chance to add to here today and here I am! Things are still messy here. I at least sound like I'm safe in regards to living situations. The place I'm currently at has enough smoke to make you I'll. So either that's making me extremely messed up, or I really have been training too much. Or both. It's almost 3am O.O
Okayyyyyyy so in short. I'm busy on lotta projects. I need more shirts my wings like. I'm bow 90-99% sure that there's feathers vs muscles I feel in my back. It had been rediculously sore at one point today and has still hurt since. I have more feathers there now in my back. Muscles aren't. Nothing else is shaped like that lol. You can actually feel them in there. Anyway, I'm getting close to them coming out. It could happen tonight for all I know. It could've already occured/partially occurred, because I have this mark on my back I still can't explain. It's not a typical looking wing scar, but it's like if you had half a wing out on one shoulder. Also my limbs there are stupid limber. Like the last time they felt like bending that way was years ago when I almost started physically shifting into a wolf.
Idk what wing stage I'm on, because the order of what I'm experiencing I've found as undocumented anywhere in any form, or even theorized lol. My only theory is because I designed my wings to turn from feather into metal. Maybe that's why they feel how they do? Idk. Maybe it's an unsaid thing and you feel like this right before your feathers start poking through skin.
