Growing Love

I'd imagine

CHEOL

I'd imagine the hate you have for me would push you away from me.That me being rude and mean to you would scare you away. But you wouldn't budge, and it made me feel uneasy. I hear the rumors around school, people talking behind my back. And yet you still defend me while I still try to ignore you. It scares me that if I let you in you'll be able to see the bad part of me. The part where I am scared to express myself, the part where I feel vulnerable. That you'll be able to see how scared I actually am being around you and others. And I am especially scared that if you see me for who I am you'll run away and leave me. So I'd rather keep you away and keep pushing you away so It won't cause us any pain. Id imagine it would be the best for us both.