𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘'𝐒 𝐎𝐁𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 || 𝐓𝐊

Chapter 17

Jungkook's Pov

"When c..can I leave?"

"We've already been through this before, and I won't say it again, you aren't leaving!" I grounded out more harshly than I intended to

He flinched a little, I noticed he does that a lot lately, even at the slightest of my touch

His lower lips trembled as he blinked back tears

I stared at him for a while, he looked so small, fragile, and innocent for all the shit that's happened to him. Shits that were caused by me

He was right, I really was a monster, I couldn't deny that.....no I loved it when people get scared of me, because only then would they obey, but it had snapped a nerve hearing it coming directly from her mouth last night

I found that I didn't want him to think of me that way, it had...

It had hurt a forbidden place in me, I didn't know still existed that

It had made me felt so vulnerable and weak

Right now I wondered how his life might have been if I didn't barge into it and wreck it.....smeared it with my hate

I had broken him but it hadn't been last night

It was way long before that

I muttered a curse under my breath as I made my way inside the kitchen

A huge part of me knew he was naive and just got caught up in all of these

Even at that I couldn't let him go, he was fucking light but I tainted him with my darkness. Now there was no getting out of it for the both of us...We are forever stuck with each other, I'll keep him with me no matter what it takes

Thinking about it, even without the revenge I had against his father, Matteo, he would have still belonged to me

I still would have found him and claim his as mine

He was much different after what happened last night, I could feel the fear radiating from him, he seemed even more afraid of me if anything

Well, I gave him reasons enough to

Last night maybe I took things a little over to the extreme...

Hell no

I took it over to the extreme...

I wouldn't have been able to stop myself from taking him last night, I don't regret taking him, that had been bound to happen from the first moment I laid my eyes on him, but I should have been a little gentler about it

But my control had snapped at the last moment when he said those words

I made a simple breakfast of scrambled eggs and bread, yes I can cook, it was the only thing I learned from my mother before she passed away, I made my way back to the dining room

He didn't look up as I approached, he kept playing with his fingers nervously, I arranged the plates in front of him

"Eat"

His bottom lips trembled slightly but he did as I told him

I watched as he ate silently, not for once did he look up at me, I get the feeling that he was trying to pretend I wasn't here

The thought bothered me, it left a tightening sensation in the pit of my stomach

He chewed slowly on the eggs, his tongue darting out to lick his bottom lips, I felt heat pooled at my loins, I wanted to bend him over the table and sheath myself deep into her, fuck both of our brains out