Tegan : mmm

I reach over for my phone

Tegan: ohh

I turn on my side

Tegan : hey....hey

I poke him

Ben ; I'm sleeping
Tegan : i know and I'm sorry just letting u know I'm leaving
Ben ; no sleep longer
Tegan: i can't i need to go home and get ready I'm meeting kayley
Ben: sack her off and stay with me
Tegan: I'll see u later
Ben ; no
Tegan: yes

He takes my phone off me

Ben ; good luck leaving without this
Tegan: its to early for any games
Ben ; then go back to sleep
Tegan: stop because its tempting

I try taking my phone and he moves away and i look at him

Tegan; ben
Ben ; 5 more minutes
Tegan: please

I lean over him and he moves his arm away

Ben ; 5 minutes
Tegan: 5 minutes of sleep

I lay back down hugging the pillow

Ben : are u really sleeping
Tegan: what else would i do
Ben : talk to me
Tegan: sleep

I grab his hand making him wrap his arm around me

Tegan ; your hands are cold
Ben ; i know I'm sorry

He sticks his hand up the back of my shirt

Tegan; no no no your hands are to cold
Ben; your warming my hands
Tegan; this was meant to be a relaxing 5 extra minute of sleep
Ben ; i know
Tegan : right i really should leave
Ben ; wait

He leans over kissing me

Tegan: another 5 minutes won't hurt

He pulls me ontop

And u know what happend

Tegan: right now i need to go
Ben ; ok I'll see u soon
Tegan: see ya

I lean down kissing him and i walk out of his room going down stairs and i walk out the door getting in my car and i drive home . I head upstairs going to the bathroom turning on the shower and i have my shower i brush my teeth and i blow dry my hair.  I go to my room getting dressed and i do my makeup 

Luca : can u take me on a bike ride
Tegan: later
Luca : please
Tegan; i will when i get back from seeing kayley
Luca: ok
Tegan : I'll see later
Mum : bye

I walk the door getting back in my car and i drive into town

Kayley : help me
Tegan: what do u need help with
Kayley ; sleep sam has a thing of waking up around 3 in the morning and he goes and plays with his toys and gets annoyed and wakes me and tom . We put him back to bed and then he wakes up at y in the morning . Which I'm not impressed with cause i haven't had a full time sleep in god knows how long .
Tegan: your welcome to crash at mine
Kayley : i wish i could but i can't
Tegan: sand times
Kayley ; i need to rember it won't be forever
Tegan: no but when he becomes a teenager you'll be up all night wondering where he is and u also want more kids so u probably won't get a full night of sleep till your 50 .
Kayley: your a bitch for reminding me
Tegan : sorry
Kayley: u have this to come
Tegan; in a very long time
Kayley ; still have it to come
Tegan : i know
Kayley : make the most of sleep

She then starts crying

Tegan: oh wow ok whats...the matter
Kayley ; nothing I'm fine I'm fine
Tegan: kayley
Kayley: I'm fine just tired
Tegan: you've been tired since u gave birth
Kayley : just more tired then usual I'm fine just leave it
Tegan ; kayley
Kayley : I'm pregnant again I'm tired and my emotions are all over the place
Tegan: your pregnant
Kayley: i found out a few days ago me and tom agreed not to tell anyone
Tegan: is this a yay pregnancy or no pregnancy
Kayley : u asked this with i fell pregnant with sam
Tegan ; its good to ask
Kayley: wasn't planned were happy but also very shocked but not as shocked as we were when we found out about sam . But god I'm gonna get less sleep now
Tegan: you've done it once u can do it again u got this and i always help and u have a much bigger support system now then what u did the first time round . So u will be fine
Kayley : thank u 
Tegan : I'm excited for u
Kayley : so am i but u can't tell anyone i mean it
Tegan; my lips are sealed
Kayley : u can't tell tom u know when we announce it to u , u got to act shocked surprised and or how ever u would act
Tegan; secret it safe
Kayley: thank u

This woman comes over taking our orders

Tegan : how far do u think u are
Kayley : my dates arounr 5 weeks
Tegan: Christmas
Kayley : around then
Tegan ; u nasty girl
Kayley : shut up u were convinced on valentine's day
Tegan; please do not remind me
Kayley : made on valentine's day
Tegan : stop
Kayley : valentine's is coming what are u doing
Tegan ; working
Kayley: are u serious u finally have someone to spend valentine's with u and u work
Tegan: i have to work and me and ben haven't spoke about valentine's and we aren't even official so
Kayley ; oh so boring
Tegan: what are your plans then
Kayley: not a clue but were definitely doing something come on u have to do something
Tegan : i have work
Kayley ; thats pissed me right off
Tegan : then be pissed
Kayley: i will

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