Stupid thoughts

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Hello! This is a book 2 to my other book 'A Deadly Kiss'. This book won't make much sense if you haven't gone and read the first one, so if you haven't already, go read that one!
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"Are you sure he's ok?" Joey asked while playing with Xornoths hair. It had been a few weeks since Jimmy died, and the greaving process hit Scott hard. He was constantly crying everyday and night, constantly visiting Jimmys grave, it was a lot. "Yes I'm sure. Look, if it makes you feel better, I'll go visit him tonight, and make sure he's still alive" Xornoth said, chuckling to himself about the last part, "Thank you Xor" Joey smiled as Xornoth leaned his head back to give his fiance(just part of my confusing AU)a quick kiss. "I'll be back" Xornoth half whispered, while getting up and walking away, leaving Joey alone with his thoughts

                  In Joey's thoughts

What if he really is dead..
What if Xor wasn't joking around
What if he isn't going to vist Scott but is going to cheat on me
Does he really love me
Is he just pretending to..
Am I not good enough for him
What if my empire isn't strong enough for him, like how Rivendell and the Ocean Empire
What if he regrets getting engaged..
Do I embarrass him infront of the other rulers..

               Out of Joey's thoughts

Joey's pov
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I didn't realize I was crying until I saw the tears hit the floor. I brought my knees up to my chest, folding my arms around them as I put my head down. This tends to happen a lot, well, it only started happening after Xornoth came back...I tend to get lost in my thoughts when I get left alone, causing me to cry since my thoughts aren't ever the best.

As I was crying, I heard someone walking towards me, wasn't the best idea to sit outside and cry, but oh well. Anyways, I quicker whipped my tears away as I heard the footsteps quicken, and get closer. "Joey, are you ok!?" It was Joel..go figure, "Yeah..I'm fine" I said, looking up at the short man, but since I was sitting, he was taller than me. "Are you sure? You know you can tell me if your not. I won't judge you, that's Lizzies job" He said, making me chuckle, "No Joel, thats your job" I said, standing up so I was taller than him. "Why are you here anyway? You never come here unless your here to mess with me" I said, crossing my arms, regaining my attitude. "Well, if you must know-" I cut him off "Yeah, kinda do have to know, you in my empire randomly and are saying that your not going to judge me for crying when I know that you'll probably go tell every living thing you can" I stated, glaring at him. "Well, before I was rudely cut off, I'm here because Gem wanted to know if you had any ideas on how to bring people back from the dead" He said, looking up at me the whole time. I almost laughed in his face, but I didn't because he may step on my toes or something, I don't know what small peoples defense mechanisms are.

"No, I don't have any, but Xornoth might. He's not here right now though, as you can tell" I gestured around my empire, "But you could wait here until he comes back" I mentally slapped myself for that last part. Now I have to be stuck here with my thoughts, and an annoying gremlin...God help me

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