A/N No suicide in this (nice change, huh? XoD ) but it's still a little sad.
Shizuo's POV
I did it.
I actually did it...
I, Shizuo Heiwajima, have done the one thing I swore myself I wouldn't.
I have layed a harmful hand on my small, raven lover of three months, Izaya Orihara.
☆♤♡♧ Earlier that night☆♤♡♧
"Who was that man!?" I yelled jelously at my boyfriend, who's 'guest' I had just moved for at the door.
"I told you, Shizu-chan, it was a meeting! He's a client! Nothing more, I promise!" He pleaded, a scared and apologetic look in his blood red eyes.
"Hmmmm, why don't I believe you?" I asked sarcastically, recalling his former (and there's a reason it's former) relationship with his boss. I ended that quickly.
"That was one thing! Informant doesn't immediately translate to slut!"
The fight continued for a while. We yelled so loud that I'm surprised the police haven't been called.
"You know, I don't even know why we're together! All we do is yell!" I screamed , 2 hours into our fight, and causing tears to come to his beautiful crimson eyes.
"W-what does that mean?! Are you u - unhappy with us?" His eyes pleaded for me to hold him, and tell him that it's okay, like I usually do. But this time, I wasn't caving.
"Yes, I am!" I lied, "Do you think Tokyo doesn't need sleep?! Do you think that I'd be happy like this?!" Lies.
I was blinded by fury. I payed little attention to the sight of my raven porcelain doll broke down.
And then it happened, I swung my arm back, connecting it with his chest.
A heart - breaking crack resounded through our shared apartment.
The anger cleared from my eyes like fog and brought me the sight of my love, on the ground, blood surrounding his frail figure.
No! Nonononono! Not my Flea!
Even in so much pain, he smirked.
"R-really? I was s-so happy..." Blood dripped from his mouth, painting his pure white skin red.
He smiled, closing his eyes lightly.
"NO! Sweetheart, please try to stay awake!" I dialed Shinra's number.
"Please hurry-NO! STAY AWAKE!- Izaya's hurt! STAY AWAKE GOD DAMNIT! "
I will never forgive myself if something happens to him.
But, before Shinra arrived, he was already asleep....
☆♤♡♧Timeskip☆♤♡♧
Beep beep beep
I heard the rythm of Izaya's heart monitor, a sound that I'm tired of, even after only a week of it. But, at least he's alive. ..
Wake up!
Beep beep beep
I held his hand gently.
Beep beep beep
I see crimson eyes open.
Beep beep beep
"Shizu-chan... why are you holding my hand?"
