Mágoa

Pabilin at ang Wakas

"Sa pag takbo ng oras
Unti unting kumupas
Ang dating wagas ay mag wawakas..."

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Dearest Ana Theresia,

It hurts, like so bad that I don't even know what to do anymore. I've never thought na may mas ikakasakit pa pala ang pagkawala ng dati kong asawa. But seeing you with him ripped my heart to pieces and it felt like it'll never be whole again. As you open another chapter of your life with him, I wish you a great love and a never ending happiness. May he take care of you more than I did. May he take you out in public and never deny or be shy to be seen with you.

Pinipilit kong kayanin at harapin ang katotohanan na wala ka na sa akin. I will never find someone else greater and a whole lot better than you. Walang makakapantay sayo, dito sa puso ko. Be happy on your special day. Don't worry about me. I will be okay. I can leave at peace knowing someone will be there to take care of you when I'm gone. Please take care of the girls for me. Please look after them when I'm not around anymore. Aia likes her coffee a little sweet but strong enough to get her through the day. Pat loves pandesal as much as she loves Rocco. Jill can't last a day without a cuddle so please if you have time. Cuddle with her at the right side of the sofa with thick blanket and a K-drama rolling at the TV. Take care of yourself also. Work hard but don't work too much, alright? Eat on time because I know you skip a lot of meals when you're in your office.

Nagmamahal,
Leonor

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Gabriel,

Alagaan mo ng mabuti si Risa kapag ikinasal na kayo. Alagaan mo siya at mahalin ng higit pa sa ipinadama ko sa kanya. Alam kong hindi mo siya sasaktan kaya may tiwala ako sayo.

Ang natatanging hiling ko lang sayo ay sana yakapin mo siya ng napakahigpit sa t'wing siya'y nagagalit. At kahit na magkaaway kayo I want you to sty by her side. at ipaalala sa kanya na kakampi ka niya no matter what happen. Wag mong baliwalain ang lahat ng oras na lumilipas sa tuwing naiinis siya. Kapag umiiyak siya gusto niyang kinakantahan siya habang hinahaplos ang kanyang buhok. Lagi niyang nakakalimutang kumain sa oras kaya sana iremind mo siya. Gawin mo yung mga bagay na hindi ko nagawa at hindi ko na magagawa. Salamat sa pagmamahal kay Risa ng walang pag aalinlangan.

Leonor.

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Hi mga mahal💜 somebody told me to write what I feel. And Leonor's letter is exactly what I feel as of the moment. Sino sa inyo nagbabasa ng OYE dito? Na attach ata yung nararamdaman ni Shan sa habilin ni Leonor. Anyways I hope you all are doing great, happy, and contented. If ever you're not feeling well, just remember that its okay not to be okay and what you feel is valid. Hugs (with consent mgs mahal) will be more inactive since our class will start next week. Ingat kayo lagi💜

Alampay💜