+*+* Chaos Is Beautiful +*+*

With Him

Unknown POV

The quick breeze hit my face like cement. I can't escape this. I feel lonely again.

I turn left on my cycle. Music blasting through my head phones. 

I would reach in about 10 minutes.

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Tubbo POV

Wilbur and Quackity get their guitars ready. I settle down. Tommy's already holding his guitar which was connected to an amp.

We were ready. Well maybe I could rephrase that.

They were ready.

I was sweating more than I normally do and my fingers were shivering, my head was spinning and I felt like puking.

I needed something to save me right now. Sure I had played this song like a gazillion times but who's to say I won't completely fail. Or an even better way to say so - completely make a fool of myself.

I could do it but I needed a second. Luckily I think God heard at that moment. We were just about to start when the door slammed open and a high happy voice flooded the room.

"Hey there guys !" Said the owner of the high happy voice.

I came to see a short lady with a bob. Her pink hair was not too bright so it was a soft bubblegum pink you could say. She had a pair of glasses resting on top of her nose. They were the type of glasses with thin frames. Her smile lit the whole room up in a way only a few people could do.

"Hey Nikki." Said who I presume to be Wilbur. It could have been Quackity also. I don't know I was paying more attention to the mysterious woman in front of me whose name, I discovered , is Nikki.

"Hi" I peep out to investigate further.

Her eyes shift over to me. They fill with a curious glint. My eyes used to be like that.

Not anymore. All because you lost it.

I ignore them. I had more curiosity in me right now. The mystery lady decides to speak up and says "Why, hello there. Who are you ?"

"That's Tubbo." Says Tommy, who takes a pause and continues. "Tubbo this is Nikki Nihachu, our manager."

I stick my hand up in courtesy. I wasn't a complete sadist you know. She takes mine and shakes it vigorously. Her eyes were bright. So bright it hurt.

Wilbur clears his throat indicating he needed to say something. Nikki drops my hand and smiles at me. I look at Wilbur to see what he was telling us.

"I think we were just about to rehearse now, weren't we ?" He pauses slowly and looks at Nikki. "Nikki, I think you should see. You are the manager anyways."

I didn't mind. I was ready. Sure a weird way to relax but anyways.

(Play Waves by The Vamps)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0QHXygBmfjyLR3gM70dnzS?si=316ab63fcdb942a1

The guitar playing triggers my senses. I knew what to do. I was ready.

My hands are shaking
Holding photos taken
And I wanna get you out of my head

I remember these lyrics were imprinted in my head. I would never forget them. They meant a lot.

The cold in my bones
I feel it in any weather
Ghosts in my home
They leave 'cause they can find much better