+*+* Chaos Is Beautiful +*+*

Yes

Quick A/N Oh My Muffin 90 reads

Ok I am sooo happy wth thanks for all the support. 7 chapters and 90 reads. I cant believe it

Any ways on to the story.

Hey psst Tubbo your pretty jammed right now. Hope you don't turn into a sandwich.

Ok wth that was so cringey. Kindly ( for your own good ) ignore it.

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He just hit me with the bomb. I can't breathe. I don't remember how.

My breathing starts picking up and the moment he notices Tommy rushes to me and starts whispering.

"Hey Tubs. It's ok. I just wanna talk Ok ?"

My breathing is fine. It's just that I'm a bit shocked.

He gives me this look that makes me feel second-hand guilt myself.

"I'm sorry. Please forgive. I'm a bad best friend aren't I?"

I giggle because his soft side was showing. It's unbelievable that Tommy can be gentle sometimes.

"Heeyy. You can't laugh when I'm trying to be nice " He whines.

"It's just weird seeing you all nice." I say while waving my hands around him.

" Oh shut up idiot" He says. I want him to stay like this.

But sadly from funny and amused his face turns to serious and pressing.

"Ok Tubbo will you listen then ?" He just popped the question out of no where.

I need to converse with my thoughts. I already knew their answer. My thoughts couldn't give a judicious answer even if I wanted it to. Well then it would. It just agrees with what I want.

But boy oh boy am I in for a shock.

Listen. You should. Just consider it ok? Maybe it won't be bad ?

I don't know when my head turned so rational.

I decide to reply " Ok. Sure I'm listening." "My heart's listening too." I add

Tommy smiles faintly. He grabs my hand and takes me to the couch and seats us both down. He let's a trembling breath out of his mouth and starts.

"Listen Tubs I know you don't want it but I think you should show your singing to the world and before you say that you don't have a good voice." He said with air quotes, not stopping though. "I heard you. Your a damn liar for telling me you sing bad."

"I heard not Toby, but my best friend. The same best friend who would do anything for his friends."

Tommy takes a deep breath before continuing.

"You need to stop degrading yourself and understand that your good. Please just accept that your a good person and that your good at something."

I want to say something but I hold my tongue. I have a feeling he's gonna say something else.

"And I heard you sing with a guitar and some backing track which sounded so damn good I could post it now and it would get viral." "But imagine what you could do if you had more."

The couch had only one person on it now because the other was strutting like a fashion diva giving a speech like he was a football coach right before the finals.

Can you guess who again ?

I know what this is going to lead to but I really just want the words out of his mouth first.

And I get exactly what I want.

"Imagine Tubbo, if you had a band. My band."

He finally shuts up breathing heavily.

I would normally spit out the no by now but the thing is I haven't. Now that's weird.

I am actually thinking about it.

Well if I had a band making music would be easier. And I would have my friends. Or you could also say acquaintances. I mean they are not strangers. I know all of them except that new drummer.

I ask my thoughts hoping for once they would just be irrational and say 'No'.

But my dreams are crushed.

Toby. You know what you need to do. Just try. Please. For me. For your sister.

Think you could be famous. You could make your sister proud.

Don't be dumb Toby. Not like the other times.

But perhaps my dreams were building back up slowly.

I give him a smile. Tommy looked like he would shit himself right now. He must be nervous.

"Yes."

"What ?" Tommy jumps. He must be shocked. Or should I say dumbfounded.

He stutters being unable to even comprehend what I just said.

Wow I didn't know saying yes would break him.

"Tommy. Hello ?"

"Yup. Ya . Yes." H says a little too loud.

I scold him a little "Tommy the neighbors !"

"Oh sorry."

There's a small silence. I think both of us need to process what the hell just happened.

Tommy's the one to break the silence.

"Soo. Your joining ?"

"Yes. I think I am."

A moment passes.

Out of the blue though, Tommy just starts laughing like maniac. Like was that supposed to be funny or something ? Did I not get a joke ?

I slowly ask. "What's so funny Bigman ?"

He instantaneously stopped his laughter and looked at me with the straightest face he could pull of and said -

"Bitch you owe me 50 pounds."