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☽ ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟡 ☽

I've been walking for about two hours now.my feet hurt I feel like I'm gonna collapse again,and worse of Al I was scared of someone grabbing me again.Every few minutes I would look around and make sure I saw no one near me.Then it started to rain..downpour..storm??

I quickly google the nearest hotel near me and ran to it almost passing out running my self to exhaustion.I was almost dehydrated to even though it was raining.I went inside and paid 90$ for two days at the hotel. As soon as I got to my room I looked around it was pretty nice.

After observing I went to shower.I took the quickest shower I could as I was too tired to even stand .and changed into comfy clothes to lay down and go to sleep.

I quickly drifted off to sleep.but I woke up to a man standing near my bed i recognized the man though. It was him...the one from the alley...the one that....raped me. "Hey again sweetie pie" he said with a smirk before crawling over to me and my bed and putting his hands up my shirt. J screams before....
I woke up. It was a dream.A bad bad dream . I was trying to go back to sleep but was too scared to I just turned on my lam on and sat there watching Netflix the rest of the night terrified. I almost cried as I saw the sun rising.I knew I was being in by a scaredy-cat in my head . But I just couldn't help it I was terrified for my life. That man took something from me n in wish was never taken.
After a while of staring out my window at the sunrise I went to change into some clothes for the day

I decided to go out for the day and look for  mabye a job or something. I walked around for a while before finally finding a place that was hiring.It was the boba shop you like to go to!! I decided to go in for an interview. AND WE GOT THE JOBBBBB!! I was so excited and they let me get to training right away. I did great and got a lot of compliments.and around 50$ in tips!
After training sand all that I finally was done and decided to go back to the hotel.it costed around 60$ a night but I got a deal for 90$ for two nights so with some of my money from home and then money I got from work I payed for one more night at the hotel. And went inside my room to take a nap since it has been a long day. I changed into comfy clothes and fell asleep.

(The outfit was like this btw)
About an hour later I woke up and  checked the time it was about 1:30 so I changed my outfit and went to get some food from a cafe nearby me the hotel.

(Sorry about all the different outfits btw :)
I got to the cafe and it was so cute and cozy.I went and ordered my food before finding a table to sit at while waiting.eventually my food came and it looked and smelled delicious!!

I quickly ate it because I haven't got a nice meal in a long time.I  payed the bill and was walking. Out of the cafe when j got a call from... MY MOM!?.I ignored it why does she think I would talk to her after that fight..but she called me at least ten more times.I finally gave in a answered a call. But I was confused why does she even want to call me !? . "What.do.you.want.!? And speak fast before I hang up I don't want to talk to you and have my day ruined" I replied angrily "y/n.." she said her voice shaky. " What!?" I  replied as my patience grew thin with her.I was confused and curious as to what she was gonna say. "Y/n  your f-father h-he-" she was cut of by what sounded like crying. "YOUR FATHER DIED Y/n" she said through her loud crying. I was shocked I didn't know if I was sad or if I didn't care. I'm mean yeah he abused me but  he was still my dad...right? I mean I never considered him as my dad but he was my blood dad at least . My thought were cut off by my mom "are you there? I know you loved him bu-". I cut her off quickly "LOVED HIM!? no i didn't I never have he was not a father to me you know he raped me abused me and hurt me all the time you never even cared though cause you did the same I don't care he's dead actually because from now on I.never.knew.him" I said before hanging up I was pissed she thought that I loved him .I had no  love for him or her .it just took me a little to relize that but now..I do