His obsession

【11】Chapter

So here is the plan that Y/N made:

She will send a message to all of her friends to meet up at a park. Her brothers will also bring their friends to meet her. The message will say to just meet up so she can tell them something. When they arrive she will wait for her brother's text to notify her that they are almost there.

So here she is sending everyone a text individually. Why is that? To be honest they never made a group chat to text each other. And she just forgot that it could be done. The text goes like this: Meet me at the park nearby xxx at 4 pm. I have something to tell you guys. This text will let them know there is going to be more people and the location. For twenty minutes straight she was pasting the message and sending it. Finally she was done sending it to everyone. After some minutes some answered with a simple 'ok' or words of agrement. But some wanted to have more context so they asked 'why?' 'What's wrong?' and such. Y/N's response to those texts was 'seen'. She doesn't have the strength to answer them.

Y/N PoV

It was the day after we planned the whole hang out for me to tell them who my brothers are. Sanzu has stayed over for the night again, so he and I will be going together. Ran and Rindo went to meet up with their friends before this whole meet up session starts. I was preparing breakfast for me and Sanzu. I was too lazy to prepare something big so I just made some onigiri. If we get hungry I will just buy something in the store. So now I am finished with making the onigiri and I put it on the table. The anxiety started to kick in as I lost my appetite. My head started to fill up with a ton of 'what if's'. What if they abandon me? What if they hate me? What if they start to use me too? What if they ... 

My train of thoughts was cut off by Chiyo-chan. "Are you okay?" I blinked a few times and shook my head side by side then nodded. He sat beside me. "Are you sure you look distraught?" He asked me again. But I just nodded my head again. He accepted my answer with hesitation. 

As he started to eat I rested my head on my palm. I didn't notice myself staring at him. 'Damn he's so pretty.' 'His hair is so long and pretty too.' 'But his scars.. MhmM.' But then realisation hit me. 'What the fuck am I thinking?!' I jolted up. And doing so I startled Chiyo-chan. 

For fuck sake he is looking at me with curiosty. So the best thing to do in my mind was to run to the bathroom. When I entered I locked the door just in case. I slid down the door and sat on the floor catching my breath. I fanned my face with my hand as it got hotter. Okay let me think for a second. What is happening? Did I react like this because I embarrassed myself just now orrrrr . . . Okay okay. I read and watched enough situations like this before. Maybe I reacted like this because I like him? Do I like him? I never really liked anyone before so this is really confusing. My mind got filled up with all sorts of questions, but I heard a knock on the door. 

"Y/N are you okay in there?" It was no other than the only person in the house beside me. And most likely my first crush. "I-I'm okay no need to worry." Bitch why the fuck did you sttuer. I wanna kill myself right this instant. I took a deep breath and got up from the floor. After I stood up I washed my face to refresh myself a bit. And also to cool down my face. Taking a towel to dry my face, I looked at myself in the mirror again. 'You can do this Y/N.' I said and took the door knob and slowly opened the door. And boom he was right in front of me. I almost bumped into his chest.