CHAPTER 7:
CLUBS AND CRIES
"Thank you so much!" I said to Olivia's mom before getting out of the car
Olivia's mom dropped us of at school today I still hadn't discussed stuff with Meranda-Yeah that's right I won't ever call her my mom
At all!
"Alex,hold up!" Olivia shouted running towards me "Are you fine,are you sure you wanna come to school today I mean you-"
"Olivia,I'm fine! I have to face my fears! I mean face it I have to get over it. It's not like I'll ever have parents again,Like I'll ever see them again,Face it my dad died. No one here'll care at all I just have to keep living,like I did when my mom died!"
Just talking about my mom and dad brought tears to my eyes. Thinking about this just made me more sad than I already am. I'll never have my dad put me to sleep,never have my dad take me to school,never have a dad to tell me'I love you',never have my dad watch me surfing,have no one to walk me down the aisle. And my kids won't even have 4 grandparents
"Look Alex it's okay to cry,I know you wanna stay strong but sometimes crying really helps. Everyone knows your a tuff girl and I know you can handle this but please give yourself a break,sometimes crying helps!" Olivia said
"Excuse me I just wanna go to the bathroom umm see you later!" I said running towards the bathrooms
I never thought about really crying. I mean of course I was sad about my mother but I stood strong. I never cried because I didn't want the world to see my problems. But seriously thinking about it.
I ran into the bathroom and chose a toilet room. I shut the door a little too hard but who cares.
I started crying. It was the first time I really cried my heart out. I cried about my mother's death I cried about Kyle starting to ignore me I cried about Kate my friend turning against me I cried of my ex-boyfriend dumping me I cried about my dad's death I cried about everything that's ever happend to me.
I cried hard and rough. Hot tears streaming down my cheeks. I grabbed a piece from the toilet paper and wiped away my tears but they never stoped coming.
"Excuse is someone in here?" A voice came from outside the door
I couldn't answer there was no way I'm going to let anyone see me cry.
Why does life always have to be so cruel to me. What did I ever do to deserve this life of mine. Why couldn't I just have a happy family why couldn't I just be like most girls my age Happy and Loved why was it always me everything happend to. Why can't life give me a break. Everytime I start to think everythings fine something like this happens.
"Hello,is someone in here?" I heard the girls voice again
"I uhh I umm don't wory I'm fine really!" I cried out
"Oh my word,Alex is that you?" The voice asked
"Y...ye..yeah!" I cried
The girl immediantly opened the door. I saw who it was. It was a girl in my Science class
What was her name again
Rebecca
Let me tell you Rebecca is a nerd with no friends she's always into her books. Never speaks at all except now and everyone thinks she's a jerk because she most of the time shuts people out
"Re..Rebecca?" I asked with a sniff
"Yeah,hey umm what's wrong?" She asked closing the door behind her
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Teen FictionAlex lost her mom when she was young after that she and her dad were alone. Her dad met someone else and soon enough they wanted to be married. but as always Fate had other plans. Her heart is crushed when her dad dies in a car accident on their wa...
