~a girl who is confused and has no idea what is in store for her anymore. she thought she had it figured out until someone from her past comes back into her life...~
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June 21 2019
"I thought I was special"she says breaking down crying." I told you from the start that I wasn't a relationship guy but yet you still wanted me" "I gave you everything though why ######## just why" "Find better because I know I'll never be" he says leaving
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4 years ago was when my world was shattered.I was betrayed by the one i thought was mine.The one I called home.I always had an issue with my feelings so I stayed out of relationships.He knew but yet....he didn't care.He pushed and pushed until I was his. Just to do the unthinkable and feel no remorse for it.I remember it like it was yesterday.The crying,the beating in my chest that hurted more and more whenever I breathed.Who thought high school could be so cruel wait I did that's why I avoided the lifestyle.But hey we all have our heartbreaks and it's all in the past.
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August 2nd 2019 It looks so beautiful....calling me...it's calling me I can hear it.It feels like heaven.. I just wanna stay in here forever and not worry about anything or anybody as if have anyone to worry about.Everyone left...all it take is rumors. Yet that's not why HE left. I'm all alone it's not much to live for so why would i.I'll just lay here and maybe just maybe HE comes back..... or I could meet him any other time maybe one day
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Joy is all I feel when I stepped in.I'll finally be free from all the ache this world had given me...what HE has given me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ April 12th 20** 3:12pm "It's our first day being officially in college" says seehun. "Yea I already miss my dad and bed" "This is your bed now" she says jumping on my bed "I hope you plan on washing my sheets since you wanna jump on them" "Already being the nagging roommate yea yea I will" There was a knock on the door so I go to get it "Yes?" "He you probably don't know me but im the party girl of the dorms and I just wanna give you freshies a great start of the year by inviting you to the first official party of the year secret location of course" she says while winking. "Yea um sure what's your info" This whole new year new me is definitely already starting wrong. 8:35pm I couldn't believe it but here I was walking into a ......party? "Wow you're here early I guess these aren't normally your things" says a handsome man with brown hair. I couldn't do nothing but stare wow was this man fine. "Huh yea i guess so" i say scratching my head. "We'll since you're here I might aswell put you to work,there's some boxes of booze over there can you stack em in the back" "I don't remember coming to work but sure I'll help".
