Chapter 10: the I love yous

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Kats pov:

After the party, Gerard I think is up in the shower so I'm cleaning up down here. "God people are gross" I say picking up a plate with god knows what's on there.

I finish and head up to my room. I walk in and flop down on my bed. its at lest 2 in the morning and I'm tired as fuck.

Im about to fall asleep when I hear a knock on my door. With me being to lazy to get up , i yell its open and look over to see a wet headed Gerard standing a little bit away from my bed.

I was right he was in the shower, but I really didn't want to see him right now I'm still a little upset about..... well you know.

"Hey" I sit up and move over so he can sit on the bed

"Hey.." he says with a little sadness in he's voice

"Gerard what's wrong?" I'm pretty sure I knew what was wrong, but I wanted to know for sure

"I know you seen that girl kiss me..." He says with no emotion and I'm a little taken back

"Well...yea, soo" I say TRYING to act as normal as possible

"Don't act like it didn't bug you, I seen your face" I look down at my lap as he continues

"And I know I caused you to cry.." he says in almost a whisper and I look up

"No Gerard...you, umm you didn't cause them, I-I umm-" I stumbled to find the right words as he cut me off

"Don't try to make up some lie I know I caused them..i just want to know why" I'm pretty sure he knew why I had been crying, and I really didn't want to tell him

"There was no reason why, and you didn't cause them, I-I was just happy to see Alex so happy" I'm so lying, except for the last part

"Your lying" he looks me in the eyes, shit!

"No I'm not Gerard!" I get up and walk out of my room

"Why are you trying to tell me something I know is a lie!" Gerard yells as he catches up to me

I ignore him and walk into the leaving room. he grabs my arm and yanks me around to face him.

"Don't ignore me!" he shouts

"Stop telling me what to do! and let me go!" I shout trying to get out of his grip

"Tell me the truth, and ill let you go"

" You want the truth fine, the truth is that yea I did cry because that girl kissed you! and I cried because I care about you. it hurts to see you kissing other women, and I think I love you. hell what I'm I saying I know I fucking love you, Gerard I love you!" He stand there in shock and I take this moment to get out of his grip and run up to my room, locking myself in.

I crawl on my bed and lay down, what the fuck did I just do?

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