I'm starting to loose myself again. I can feel myself falling back into my depression hole. I'm slowly slipping out of my own Identity. So much to the point where I just want to cut everyone off and disappear. I'm loosing myself all over again. I don't feel real anymore. I don't feel real at all. I'm more drained than usual, barely taking care of myself but who gives a shit.And no, it's not because of my cycle. I genuinely feel like this. Dead. The sudden urges to cut up my arms and legs and not get out of bed and stop eating all together. I feel like shit. I might relapse, I was doing good, I really was...
I was doing good..
