Most of the time when people want something they usually get it. But not me...most of the time, when I want something great to happen to me, it doesn't. In my free time I'm always questionning myself about "why things never go my way". Its been 14 years and I still never been able to answer to that question.
Love, a small word that could mean the world to someone...a word nobody will ever feel for me. You probably ask yourself "bro she never dated anybody, nobody ever liked her?". Yes, I already dated 2 guys.The first one in kindergarden. His name was oliver, one day his family moved in another city so I never saw him again.I wasn't really sad because I never really loved him.The other one was micheal. We were together in 4th grade. He broke up with me in front of the whole school.I never loved any of them, I only wanted attention. They were both always angry, sexist and ugly.Thats why I am not sad.
I am afraid I will end up alone. Just like my mom. Every time I was a bit interested in someone, they were not. Everytime I tought the person liked me back, they were not. Sometimes I believe it is because I am not pretty enough. But I remember it is only because of my personality. I am always soooo loud and laugh at anything. I look bitchy and mean when I'm resting my face. I have too much pride and I have anger issues. I keep trying to see what is wrong with me. Why nobody likes me? Why am I unloveable?
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Why Not Me?
RomanceThis is the story of a young girl who have issues with love. She thinks nobody will ever love her because she is "unloveable". Is she going to find the person that makes her happy and illuminates her days?