Sworn to Silence | FORMULA 1 | Carlando

✨Chapter 3✨

Landos POV:

Lando woke suddenly, his alarm ringing from his phone. the morning sun was shining brightly through the certains that were lazily swept across the window the night prior, a small groan came from the other side of the room.
"Why is it so bright!" Carlos said angrily, Lando couldn't help but laugh at his remark.
"Need any pain killers?" Lando asked as he got out of bed, combing his hand through his hair to try and fix it
"Yes" Carlos said, sounding embarrassed by the situation he had put him self in.
"I'm sorry about last night" he said suddenly, in a hushed tone.
"It's in the past" he said pulling a cupboard door open to grab a glass, before placing it down on the counter next to the sink. Carlos slowly got up, his hand tightly pushed against his probably aching head as he walked over to take a seat at the small table that was sat in the middle of the room. Lando finished grabbing the pills and the water before handing them over to Carlos and sitting down at the chair across from him, he couldn't help but get lost in the Spaniards deep brown eyes, for a second he wondered if he had made the wrong decision but shut himself down immediately.
"Thank you Lando" Carlos said before swallowing the painkillers. As Carlos placed the glass back down he seemed to noticed how Lando was staring at him, but all he did was look back at him.
"I want you to be mine" Carlos said, not seeming to register his own words. Shown in his surprised expression, but it shortly changed into a look of confidence.
"Carlos-" Lando said trying to explain himself once more, but was instead greeted with a hand placed on his knee
"Everything you were talking about, that would only happen if people knew" he said raising an eyebrow and moving his hand up Landos thigh, it wasn't helping him shut it down, all it made him want to do was give up, and have Carlos to himself. But somehow he still managed to shake his head.
"We can't, we just can't" Lando said pushing his seat back and standing up to get out of the reach of his hands.
"It's just a crush, you get these rush of feelings, but they don't stay forever" Lando said looking down sadly.
"This is different, deep down I've always had feelings for you, since the day I first saw you, but they just guess I finally managed to let myself feel those things for you yesterday, please Lando, don't do this" Carlos said desperately, breaking his usually strong character once again. Lando responded by placing his face in his palm helplessly, he looked back at Carlos, both of their eyes filled with sadness.
"Why'd you have to bring it up?" Lando said passive aggressively, before walking over to a sliding door that was hidden by the curtains, he shoved them out of the way, before opening the door and walking out onto the small balcony, he needed fresh air, and to think this over logically, but he was right, what if they just didn't tell anyone, he knew what Carlos said about his feelings went for him as well, he'd always felt something towards the Ferrari driver. He let out a sigh, not knowing what to do. He turned around ready to head back inside, but instead of and open door there was Carlos, his face now only inches away from his own, he glanced at his lips trying so hard not to just kiss him right then, he looked back into Carlos's eyes.
"I- we-" he was cut off, Carlos's lips being firmly planted on his own, Lando wanted to put up a fight, but he couldn't, instead he wrapped his arms around Carlos's neck, he felt Carlos's hands stroke down his back, and pulling him closer.
"You look so good with a sunrise background" Carlos whispered into his ear, before kissing his earlobe softly and moving down to his neck, Lando let out a small mumble of surprise, causing Carlos to suck harder on his muscular neck. Eventually Carlos returned to his lips. "I have to go see my trainer" he mumbled between kisses. Lando pulled away sadly.
"Noooo, don't go, I'll be your trainer" he said desperately but somehow still teasingly, his desire far to present to go against it.
"That sounds like it would be a lot more fun" Carlos said, almost flirtatiously. Lando smirked in response. He reached back out to steal another kiss from the man stood in front of him, which he seemed to gladly accept. He pick Lando up, causing him to wrap his legs around Carlos's waist, he walked inside and sat Lando down on the counter, never once letting go of their hungry kiss. Lando felt hands running up his legs. He opened his eyes as he pulled away from carlos smirking.
"Tell me exactly what you want me to do to you" Carlos said looking deep into Landos eyes. But before he could answer he found himself back in his bed, waking up to his stupid alarm once again, it had all been a dream, a far to realistic dream. Lando let out a sigh and sat up sadly drifting his eyes over to the couch Carlos was still deeply asleep on.