A DIFFEND WORLD

a "normal" day

As I got up in my bed it feels off, I walk to my bathroom and stared to brush my teeth I look at my phone and seen I was late for work I rush to get dress I put on some Jenis and a green jumper one and grabbed my backpack and ran as fast to the bus and got on I took my phone out and plug in my head phone and lessened to my fared song I look out the bus window after abit of time we was at my stop I thank the driver and ran in to my work I smiled at the desk woman and ran up the stairs I got up and stared to write up the work that was on my desk the " Y/L " I look up and seen dan he said "you are late next time your fired " I smiled and Kode the voice in my head said he a fucking dick I smiled and lifted he turn around and said "what so funny y/l " I said "nothing sir " he walk off I turn back to my work and stared writing up a new story it was very boring I look over and seen tom he was on him phone I side and whisper lucky the voice said well you don't have to work I mutter well I do as I get pay for it . I contend to work until my phone stared to ring, I pick it up and said hi dad he said "hi (deadname) have you change your mind and come home with your family" I was piss I said no dad I am y/n not your (deadname) just stop calling if you're going to keep saying that he said "well ok (deadname) have a nice life in hell" I smiled and said Well living with your transphobic ass was hell and now I am free and end the call I look up and seen tom looking at me he walks over and hug me and said I am so proud of you y/n I smiled and said thanks tom then Aliyah came over and said "you are fucking amazing for that y/n " I said thanks Thay walk off talk I smiled at then I ship then I contend work and finish it I print out my work and past in in the field and walk to dan offish I kept and he said "come in y/n" I smiled and said my work is done here he smiled and said " ah thank you y/n" he stared reading then said "ok send it to the publish team and you can go" I said will do sir and thank you I walk out and when to my desk and send it thrower email and walk to the department and said to the desk woman hey I have sent my work she milled and said ok I will tell them I smiled and walk back got my stuff and said bye to Aliyah and tom and walk out I when to go home but I got a texts from my best friend (hey y/n I sorry but your sister has been found dead) I started to cry I stared running to are place I seen I was at the lake and just Sait and cry and out lowed hey sister I so sorry I sorry I shoed of just Stade at home and not ran away I sorry the voice said no stop it not your fault you came out and your dad kick you out I said yes it is now I don't get to see my sister ever agent the voice said but you sister told you she love you and respited you for coming out as y/n I smiled and said I remember we love watching mcu movies all the time the voice said I remember you came out to her when you was watching Thor Ranger rock I smiled and said thank you z I look around the lake and seen some one left a book I pick it up and a neckless and a ring fell out I pick them up Thay was cute Thay had a green gem on it it was ruff I put on the neckless on and the ring and the I look at them and it was seeping in my skin going in an then it felt like my skin was burning I stead to scram in pain I fucking hurt I look at my hands my veins look green I stained to feel like the green gem was in my Haret I look at my reflator in the water and seen my eyes was green and then it all stop and I fell on the floor unconcise 

so yep this is what i have so far i don't know but it somethink will be doing some more after i have a drink and a snack so yep bye from my unstable helth