Tensegrity

Ch 11

If you have a strong male identity and suddenly hear that you are a woman, can you just nonchalantly accept it and move on?

Because of that, Junkyung quit the sport he had been doing all his life. It was the cataclysm of a lifetime, and its aftermath was still shaking Joon-Kyung even after nearly 10 years. There would be no females who see Omega male as a man.
The women treated Jun-kyung comfortably. So comfortable that if even if it's not said, anyone can hear that Junkyung is like gay who can't get involved with women. No one believes in the biological fact that Omega Man has absolutely no flaws in their sexual functioning as a man.

There were times when he was a freshman he flirted with one or two female friends while hiding the fact that he was an omega. However, it never developed into a relationship. Rumors of Omega spread out and both of them were quickly intimidated by the gazes around them filled with curiosity.

Even finding an alpha woman who wants an omega man was hard to find. He might get pregnant by accident. His hair turned white just thinking about it.

Fear combined to form disgust. In addition, alpha males were excluded from his list from the beginning.

As soon as he entered the house, he went straight to his bathroom. He was so drunk that he felt uncomfortable. A cold stream of water from the shower fell directly on the scalp. It took a while for the cold water to soak his skin to cool the heat inside.

He took the water flowing down his head with his two hands and poured it over his face. After rubbing his cold scalp, he subtly lifted his long bangs upwards. As he tilted his neck, a stream of water hit his heart.

"Whoa."

A long cold breath came out. He turned and splashed water on his back for a while before he switched to hot water. Little by little, his muscles, which had been tightly contracted, relaxed. As his whole body lost strength, his thighs also loosened. As soon as another long sigh came through his lips, he sensed an abnormality in his body.

"Ugh."

He bit his lower lip and stopped sighing. A deep wrinkle crept into his forehead. An excruciating discomfort from the lower backbone spread throughout his body.

His gaze fell down. He stepped on the bathroom floor tile and saw only his feet and fresh tap water. Even though the water was clear with no soap bubbles, it looked dirty to Jun-kyung.

He cursed and hit the bathroom wall with his fist.

When he worked as a bodyguard, he often went hungry because he could not leave his seat to closely monitor client. It was not uncommon for his stomach to churn because he missed dinner.

Even though he had to go to work early tomorrow morning, he couldn't resist the temptation to drink, and even though he was in front of his older brother, he recounted client-related issues. He was disqualified as a promising professional bodyguard.

Jun-kyung came out of the bathroom with the water dripping and opened the cabinet above the built-in sink. He put his hand deep inside and picked up one of the mugs that had been turned inside out. In the mug, there was a medicine box for omega hormones that was prescribed every half year. It was commonly referred to as an estrous inhibitor.

After pouring two white pills into his mouth, he drank the bottled water from the refrigerator. After smashing the bottle of water, he opened the built-in closet just behind him and pulled out two towels. One wiped the body and the other was laid on the bed.

Since he become an omega after his masculinity identity was published, his mind was very resistant to being an omega. That soon led to hatred and rejection of sex itself that he hasn't done anything that any healthy male does since sophomore year of high school.