Chances (Joseph Simon Araneta Marcos FanFriction)

Part I 💖

It's been a while since i get back here from the Philippines. And it's been a while since i saw him. I don't know what to feel but it kills me everytime I'm thinking about my past.

I was with my Friends Alexa Miro and Jayda Zaragoza we're going to one of the most controversy event of all times the mini Caravan or Rally of our upcoming new administration.

"Bebe what's your plan? We all know that the three Marcoses are always there for their Dad." Tanong sakin ni Alexa habang tinitignan lang ako ni Jayda.

"Well i don't know." Sabi ko sabay kibit balikat at iling iling pa.

"What should i do? They are Marcos and my Mama Inday wants Mr. Bongbong to be her Tandem? I don't want stop them cause i know they would do everything to make this country better than before." Dagdag ko pa habang nakatingin sa bintana.

After 30 minutes of traveling nakarating din kame and God knows how excited and scared i was to be here. I don't know what should i feel. All i could know is that I'm here to support my Mom to her campaign nothing more nothing less.

Habang nag lalakad kame parepareho nakaramdam ako ng konting hiya though I'm used to it but here it's really different. Alexa is very popular cause she's so close to one of the Marcoses.

"Hey Girls dito tayo dumaan." Turo samin ni Alexa papunta kila Sandro, gusto ko din maranasan manakit ng kaibigan minsan e.

Tumango nalang kame ni Jayda sa kanya kaya nag tuloy tuloy na siyang mag lakad while Jayda and i was walking to the other side of the hallway when we met each other's eyes.

It feels new and different at the same time. New cause after so many years we saw each other again. Different cause it's not the same how we look to each other. There is an emptiness right now.

Kaya naman tumingin nalang ako kay Mama Inday na nakatingin din pala sakin kanina pa. Ngumiti siya tsaka siya sumenyas na umakyat ako but ngumiti lang ako atsaka nag sign na mamaya nalang.

When i look to his parents they just smile on me and i did the same though they didn't know who am i. But maybe Mama Inday will Introduce me to later.

Maya maya pa nag start na ulit silang mag salita sa stage to introduce the 12 Senator slate of Uniteam. Nag lolokahan pa nga sila sa harap when Mama Inday tries to introduce them one by one.

"Dito naman tayo sa last na Senator atin po siyang i welcome Senator Mark Villar." Sabi ni Mama habang tinuturo ito.

"Si Mark tahimik lang~" pag kanta pa nito kaya naman lahat ng nandito biglang natawa sa kakulitan ni Mama.

Tumayo at nag salita naman si Senator Mark Villar ng kanyang mga plataporma hanggang sa natapos ito ay wala akong naintindihan.

Tinignan ko saglit si Alexa na hindi pa din tapos makipag usap sa mga Marcoses and there napatingin nanaman ako kay Simon na nakatingin din pala sa akin.

Napaiwas tuloy ako doon ko lang napansin na may nakatayo pala sa gilid namin na may katandaan na kaya naman tumayo ako tsaka ko binigay sa kanya ang upuan ko.

Pag tayo ko naman saktong may iniintroduce sa stage para ata mag perform kaya naman mag palakpakan kame.

WALANG PAG SISISI

Lahat walang sayang
Pinanghahawakan ang pag-ibig na totoo
Matagal na panahon din
Ang pinagsamahan natin
Bawat luha, ngiti at saya, andun ka

Kay rami na nating pinagdaanan
Ngunit nanatili akong
Naging tapat sa 'yo
Hindi ako sumuko
Nanalig sa pagmamahalang totoo
At pinaglaban ko ang pag-ibig mo
Pag-ibig ko

I felt something pang to my chess when i heard that song. Bakit sa lahat ng kanta ito pa talaga napili ng performer nila Mama? I feel annoyed.

I saw my friends look at me when they heard the song and just like me i saw their eyes look at me with their sadness.

Walang pagsisisihan
Lahat walang sayang
Mga sakit na naramdaman
Naiintindihan
Dahil sa 'yo ko lang naramdaman
Ang maging buo sa 'yo
Walang pagsisisi
Bakit nakilala kita
Walang pagsisisi bakit iniibig ka
Walang pagsisisi
Walang pagsisisi

Never in my life that i regret anything about me and Simon. Sobrang naging masaya kameng pareho sa mga panahong yon. He is one of the reason why i always make myself happy and alive.

Kahit na hindi pa maintindihan
Bakit ako nagkagan'to sa 'yo
Basta't ang alam ko lang
Dapat ipaglaban kita
Dahil tayo lamang ang tanging
Makakaintindi sa kung anong meron tayo

I want to fight for our love but he choose to get out of that love. I look at my Mama and i know that she's really worried about me so i just smile.

Hindi ko siya tinignan kahit alam kong nakatingin siya sakin habang pinakikinggan yung kanta. Please Simon don't look at me like that. Please stop it!

"Sese! Are you okay?" Tanong sakin ni Jayda tsaka niya inabot sakin ang kamay niya para hawakan ko.

"Yes I am! Nakakaasar yung kanta e sinasakto talaga." Sabi ko pa sa kanya tsaka namin sabay tinignan si Alexa.

Nakatingin siya samin at nag sign language siya na tinatanong kung okay lang ba ako kaya naman tumango lang ako tsaka siya nag Heart finger.

After an hour natapos din yung Caravan nila Mama kaya naman makakahinga nako ng maayos nito wala kase kameng ginawa kung hindi makinig at mag kwentuhan nila Alexa.

"Bebe they are inviting us over dinner? Is it okay with you?" Tanong niya sakin.

Sasagot na sana ako ng tawagin ako ni Mama Inday sa may stage kaya wala nakong nagawa kung hindi umakyat.

Habang papalapit, pabilis ng pabilis ang tibok ng puso ko pero pinipilit kong ngumiti sa kanila.

"Iha! Oh my gosh i miss you so much dear how are you?" Salubong sakin ni Mama Inday.

"Hi Mom! I miss you too. I'm fine how about you?" Sabi ko naman sa kanya tsaka siya niyakap ng mahigpit.

"Okay din naman ito super busy, by the way this is BBM or Mr. Ferdinand Bongbong Marcos Jr. The next President and his Wife Atty. Liza Marcos." Pag papakilala niya sa mga magulang ni Simon.

"Hello po! I'm Elora Serene Duterte Scott. Nephew of Mama Inday Sara. Nice meeting you two po. Finally~" sabi ko naman tsaka ako nag mano sa kanila at humalik sa pisngi nila.

"Oh my Gosh! I love this Girl Mayor Inday she knows how to respect. I want to invite you and your friends over Dinner Iha and of course with your Mama Sara. Is it okay?" Sabi naman ni Atty Liza habang hawak ang kamay ko.

I want to tell them that i know them even before but i didn't do that I'm not in my position to introduce myself as Simon's ex Girlfriend.

"S-sure po Atty. Liza." Sabi ko naman tsaka siya hinawakan ng mahigpit.

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