Just tired

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I woke up tired of life

Why is everything I do, wrong?

I can't seem to say the right words or commit the right actions.


And I begin to think:

Why do I keep going when there is no purpose to me?


You ask your friends?

They say they love you, stay with us.

I ask myself?

I say I hate you, leave them be.

In the end, I believe me over them.

And I don't know why.


And even if I don't commit the "sinful" act one day,

I will already be dead.

Because inside, the light has been extinguished longer than these dreadful thoughts. 


So there is no use of helping me,

When I've already given up on helping myself.


-b.n.

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