Nothing

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Not quite happy,

But not quite sad.

The feeling between happy and sad

Cannot be explained.


I'm not sure what to call it exactly.

It's that moment when you want nothing more than to be surrounded by your friends 

But at the same time,

You just want to lock yourself in your room with the curtains closed and the lights off. 

Sitting in suffocating silence.

Nothing.

That's what it is.

That feeling of complete satisfaction 

But complete hopelessness.

All in one.

I don't feel anything

Anymore. 


-b.n.

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