𝗔𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱 -𝖢𝗁𝗈𝗂 𝖲𝖺𝗇-

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"Byeol"

I looked up from where I was lying on my stomach and playing with Yeon "Yeah?"

Minhyun snuggled his head to her and winced when she pulled it "It hurts"he whined

Chanwoo smiled "Dohyun needs you downstairs"I nodded "Watch on her"Minhyun smiled

"What's up?"I smiled. He turned around "Let's talk outside"

I glanced at Seonghwa and Hongjoong at couch and nodded

Oh no

Closing door behind me,he lighted a cigarette and turned to me "Byeol"he looked at me,pieces of hair getting in his face "How are you today?"

"Good"I smiled,hoping my smile is convincing enough

He shook his head,his serious face scared me little bit "You're not"he blew a smoke "Guys told me. Yunho told me you cried again"

Yunho you...

"We all want the best for you. You're aware of that" "I am"I silently said "That's why.."he pulled a smoke "I've been thinking. You're too young to go through what you're going now. So..."

My head snapped up but his finger was already pointed up "Listen"he said sternly

"You're only 22. Until you leave,I'm responsible for you,Yeon and your safety. You'll go to psychiatrist, have a nice, long talk and then you'll talk with Wooyoung"

I furrowed my eyebrows "It's for your best. Yunho is also going on therapies. Not only for anger issues. It's not always about that. So go get ready, session is in 30 minutes"

"Alright"

Yunho was looking at me when I got upstairs and followed me to bedroom "It's for our best"

"I know"I closed door of closet and tied my jacket

It's no one's fault, Dohyun's suggestion is valid. I know the moment I remember all of it,all thoughts I'm trying to forget,I'm going to breakdown. That feeling in my chest will become heavy and I'll start crying

But then again,better to talk to someone professional than to suffer alone at nights

Every night that I couldn't sleep,I would look at Yeon's face and see Wooyoung in her. Then I would cry because I would remember every happy moment we shared and then..those moments that had me crying and just asking myself how the hell did everything went wrong? Everything we had fell apart like glass on a floor

Once we were in car,it was quiet. No one said anything. If was Hyunjoon, Chanwoo,Yunho and I behind but none of us wanted to talk

Must be the weather

I stared at grey clouds that covered city and swallowed lump that was forming in my throat. Were we going in same hospital where guys were,I had no idea but idea of getting these thoughts off my mind relaxed me a bit

Yunho refused to look at any of us. After everything I've told him,he was still here for me. I definitely didn't deserve him to be my friend

In fact,he wasn't supposed to be my friend. All I had to do was give him money and part ways. But I didn't have enough money and he didn't want to stop seeing me

Why did he do that? Why did he befriended me? I looked at him. His full lips,sharp nose and jaw,he looked intimidating when he was serious. Adding to his height,he definitely looked like a person to be feared of

In private,he was other person. Traumas change people,they say. It was true. He's not the same after the incident. There was no smile on his face, his hugs didn't feel the same like they used to and he wasn't talking much