BTS ONE SHOTS

JJK | When you don't want a baby

“Look at how cute they are.” a grin was evident on Jungkook’s face as he gazed at the babies that lay in their mini beds in the intensive care unit in the hospital. You glanced up at him then to the babies that were sound asleep peacefully on the other side of the glass window. Your heart pinched as you bit your lip, looking down at your white doctors coat, your throat tightening. 

“I hope that one day you both end up having a miracle of your own.” 

You could remember the tears in the woman’s eyes from a few hours ago while she held her newborn baby close to her chest, thanking both you and Jungkook for saving both their lives after the surgery that could’ve killed them both. You could remember how a wide smile appeared on the face of your dear fiancé, his eyes locking with yours in the shape of moon crescents. That same pinch in your heart was felt then, almost as if it was suffocating, aching in your chest. 

“Miracle,” Jungkook had chuckled “hopefully, one day, we’ll have our own miracle, right Y/n?” 

You couldn’t even look him in the eyes, you couldn’t reflect the loving gaze he gave you.

“The nurses will go through some tests to make sure you and your baby’s health is in place, they will also let you know when you’ll be discharged.” you spoke, acting as if you didn’t hear a word he said. 

“Thank you once again Dr.Kim and Dr. Jeon, God bless you both” 

“We were just doing our job.” Jungkook smiled. 

“Hello? Earth to Y/n?” Jungkook waved his hand in front of you, trying to grab your attention once noticing that you weren’t listening to a word he said.

You blinked and fixed your attention back to him, noticing his cute bunny smile that you adored. 

“There she is,” he smiled. “What’s on your mind, love?” 

Your mouth felt dry, your heart clenching at the thought of what you were about to say. Your eyes fell on the innocent babies before you closed your eyes and sucked on a breath. Your finacé gave you a worried look, wondering what was bothering you. 

“Let’s break up.” 

You opened your eyes and turned to Jungkook whose lips parted, searching your eyes to make sure that he wasn’t just hearing things. 

“W-what?” 

You didn’t respond, instead stayed quiet and stared into his eyes, trying to hold back your tears. 

“Y/n we’re engaged, w-we’re going to get married soon, why?” he cupped your cheeks, searching your eyes as if trying to find the answer hidden within them. Everything was so perfect until then, you were both happy, you both wanted to be together until the day you died. He couldn’t understand your sudden change in mind. Was it something he did or said? Did you fall out of love for him? All negative thoughts flooded his mind in an instant causing his eyes to water. 

“Just tell me what I did, why do you want to break up, I'll fix it, please.” he was begging, ready to go on his knees in the middle of the hospital you both worked in. You shut your eyes, a single tear escaping. 

“I would never be able to make you happy”

“What are you talking about? You’re the only one that makes me happy. Tell me the truth Y/n” 

“I… I don’t want kids Jungkook-” the words finally slipped through your lips. You found it difficult to look him in the eyes, but did once hearing him let out a breath of relief. A soft, sad, smile spread across his face while he gazed down at you, his hands still holding your face. 

“Is that it?” he whispered softly and you nodded. “Baby, if you don’t want kids we… we don’t have to have them.”

“But Jungkook, I know how much you want kids and I’m sorry, but I can’t… I just can’t. I don’t want to end up like my step-mother, or worse-” tears began streaming down your face now, unable to keep it all in anymore. Jungkook wiped them away with his thumbs, his heart breaking at the sight of you crying. He pulled you into his chest, resting his chin on top of your head. He knew about your mother, how she had died while giving birth to you and how you were stuck growing up with a step-mother that hated your everything. You grew up knowing nothing about a mother’s love and nurture, and were afraid that you’d never be able to show your child any. They’d grow up just like you, feeling unloved. 

You finally pulled out of his embrace and wiped your remaining tears before feeling Jungkook lift your chin up to look up at him.

“Never say such a thing again okay?” he whispered, his thumb stroking your soft cheek. “I’m not going to break up with you just because you don’t want kids. I’m also not going to force you to have kids with me, but you should know that I would never want to have kids with anyone else. You’re my only reality love, you’re what my heart beats for, my happiness and whole world. I hate seeing you like this.” 

Your heart felt overwhelmed with the love that you felt towards him that moment, wondering how you got so lucky and what you did to deserve him. 

“Thank you” you spoke before hugging him and feeling his strong arms wrap around you. 

“Anything for you” he said before pressing a kiss to your forehead.

“I love you” 

“I love you too.” 

“But just so you know,” he connected your foreheads while speaking softly “you’d be an incredible mom. Just because you’ve never experienced the love of a mom doesn’t mean you wouldn’t show any. You’re an amazing person with a big heart and care so much about everyone. You also have me, I’ll be there for you when you fall, and you for me. Just think about it, okay?” 

“Okay” you responded before feeling a light peck on your lips. 

“Good.” he smiled, his eyes sparkling in the light. “God, I can’t believe we had this talk in the hospital.” 

You cracked a smile before going on your toes and giving him a last kiss. “I love you.”

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Hey guys I hope you enjoyed this short one shot. Its one of my very old ones and the next few will also be too.

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