CHAPTER 41 real or not?? (short)

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tommys pov

We're back on the road and it's fun y/n and ranboo are cuddling but... i don't care yeah I don't know why though cuz the hole y/n thing but in the back of my mind I do care but whatever

I fall asleep but have a dream (hehe HELP)

Tommy: "y/n I'm sorry i-i fucked up ok I'm so sorry for that just that night where we were on call I felt h-happy and well I felt happy cuz of you I thought I love you but I don't I like you as friends just friends I never felt like that ever i think cuz I'm me i no one likes me cuz of how i am when we talked well i felt so loved thank you for that and sorry for kissing you"

Tommy: "I'm sorry but I really like you I'm sorry if this ruins our friendship"

I wake up

the thing is none of those things I said were real

the hole I'm sorry thing about how I didn't love/like her was fake I do like her 

and the i sorry but I really like you thing was fake too cuz I don't but I do

AH WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT

everyone looks at me

Tommy: "...why are you guys looking at me??"

Phil: "um why did you just yell why is this so difficult??"

Tommy: "um i-"

Tubbo: "someone has a crush on Tommy but Tommy does not like them so he's probably talking about how to say no"

AH I JUST WANT TO FINISH THIS BOOK!

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