tommys pov
We're back on the road and it's fun y/n and ranboo are cuddling but... i don't care yeah I don't know why though cuz the hole y/n thing but in the back of my mind I do care but whatever
I fall asleep but have a dream (hehe HELP)
Tommy: "y/n I'm sorry i-i fucked up ok I'm so sorry for that just that night where we were on call I felt h-happy and well I felt happy cuz of you I thought I love you but I don't I like you as friends just friends I never felt like that ever i think cuz I'm me i no one likes me cuz of how i am when we talked well i felt so loved thank you for that and sorry for kissing you"
Tommy: "I'm sorry but I really like you I'm sorry if this ruins our friendship"
I wake up
the thing is none of those things I said were real
the hole I'm sorry thing about how I didn't love/like her was fake I do like her
and the i sorry but I really like you thing was fake too cuz I don't but I do
AH WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT
everyone looks at me
Tommy: "...why are you guys looking at me??"
Phil: "um why did you just yell why is this so difficult??"
Tommy: "um i-"
Tubbo: "someone has a crush on Tommy but Tommy does not like them so he's probably talking about how to say no"
AH I JUST WANT TO FINISH THIS BOOK!
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/308359566-288-k301556.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
ENDER EYES ranboo X F! reader
Fanfictiony/n and ranboo meet both doing a vlog you become, friends, but are you just friends? i wrote this when i was bad at writing so um yea also ranboo didn't come out as gay when i first started this book|||SWEARING|| ||DNF|| ||FLUFF|| ||COMPLETE B...