𝐔𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐔𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 || Tsukishima x reader story ||

Chapter 22 ~𝑺𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔~

"Yknow people probably think we're doing bad things," I said as I looked around and saw a lady gasping and then putting her hands over her son's eyes

"Oh right," he said as his face went red and he stood up and gave his hand for me to take I grabbed it nervously and stood up and felt my legs go wobbly

Classic
When my emotions get too much I always go "shaky"
Let's just hope I don't get a nose bleed. That also happens when my emotions are too high.

"Did I hurt you? Is that why you were crying?" he asked in a guilty tone

"No! No of course not," I said worriedly

"Come on tell me what happened," he said as he walked to a bench that was conveniently right beside us

I went over and sat next to him nervously

Just tell him Y/n
Remember what your therapist said it's ok to talk about your feelings. It's ok to open up.

I don't like talking about my feelings. Like at all. Therapy has helped with it but I still feel so nervous because I'm not paying Kuroo money to listen to my problems. I know he's my friend and I know he's asking me to tell him why I'm sad but what if he's only asking because he feels like he has to? What if he has way bigger problems going on in his life and instead of helping him we're wasting time talking about me? What if he's struggling and feels like he has no one to talk to and I'm just overloading him with my problems

"Y/n it's ok," Kuroo said in a kind tone dragging me out of my thoughts and reassuring me that it was all okay

"Thanks Kuroo," I said as I took a deep breath and he just nodded his head with a smile "do you remember the scary guy that showed up when you were delivering pizza to me?"

"You mean the one that looked like he wanted to kill me? How could I forget the day I thought I was gonna die," he said and I giggled

"Yes, that guy. Well, he's like my best friend I guess or well a close friend... actually no, he is probably my best friend. We got into an argument and I don't know if we will be friends again," I said as I fiddled my thumbs about

"What was the argument about?" He asked and I looked at him nervously

What if he thinks I'm a bad person
Of course he will
What if he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore
No one will after they all find out. You'll be all alone.
Oh my god stop it Y/n

"Promise you won't hate me," I said as I put my pinky out with a serious face and he laughed

"I don't think it's possible for anyone to hate you," He said and I smiled

"It is, trust me," I said with a laugh

"Well then...I could never hate you" he said with sincere eyes and I reminded him that I needed him to shake my pinky by waving it about and he rolled his eyes before he intertwined his pinky with mine

"Ok, so mine and Tsukishima's relationship is weird. We're mean to each other but we don't actually mean it... I think- well I don't mean it and I'm pretty sure he doesn't." I said as I thought about it but shook my head and carried on "Anyway today we were gonna go shopping for his cat and I was acting like I wasn't excited although I was and then the guy I erm...like texted me and made plans to work on a project tonight and so I said to Tsukishima "the quicker we get this day over with the sooner I can do the project with Kageyama" and he got mad...like REALLY mad," I said as I avoided eye contact with him

"You mean Tobio Kageyama?" He said surprised and I nodded my head

"Do you know him?" I asked curiously