Naya left all of a sudden. Like she was never here. After I told her that she looked extremely confused, then again I saw this sparkle in her eye. I might just be over analyzing what had just happened but at the same time I was wondering why she left. Why was she in a hurry.
It wasn't days later until I saw her again, I saw her in a restaurant but not by herself. I saw her with a girl at a restaurant, not just any girl. The same model she was talking too a couple of days back. I remember her so well mostly because I constantly saw her have her eyes on Naya while they were talking and she looked like she wanted to eat her.
"Calm down Demi, it's not like they're going to date" Lea told me as I started my eyes to Naya who was across the restaurant from me
"What's that models name?" I said totally avoiding what she had just said
"I think it was Crystal, not sure"
"She said she wasn't her type right? Didn't she?!" Lea just nodded and looked at me
"Yes she said that but maybe she might've changed her mind. Listen I'll talk to her tomorrow okay? You have nothing to worry about" I nodded
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"5..4..3..2..1.. spin and land" Tour was over a week away and this was one of our last rehearsals. It wasn't long before the rehearsals finished and I was on my way towards the exit.
"Hey" I jumped up noticing it was Naya who was standing towards the exit. I haven't seen her well since she left that day at my house, which was over two weeks ago. She kind of disappeared on me.
"How have you been doing?" I mentally rolled my eyes and walked past her. She expects me to give her a warm welcome after she basically disappeared on me. "I'm sorry for leaving like that. I didn't meant to, I was just-Just very confused"
"Confused? I doubt that" I chuckled
"I'm serious. I- when you told me that I felt relieved? Not sure how I felt but I know there was something in between us that was unexplainable. I couldn't even tell. It was something strong and I honestly was confused to why that was happening...with you" she sighed, "I guess maybe it was love"
"That totally explains why you where with that model a couple of days later right?" I rolled my eyes and kept on walking, I heard her following closely behind
"I thought that maybe it was like that for every girl. I'll get the same feelings I had with you, that it was part of the process of being friends but I didn't. I hung out with her and it felt so boring and lonesome, I just wanted to leave and be able to see you but I couldn't because I still needed to figure out what was exactly what I was feeling" Now hearing her explain it totally all made sense. "Im sorry for disappearing, I just needed to figure myself out first. Since the first time I saw you in the hospital I was drawn by you. I mean the only reason I came here was to see you, but I also wanted to explain to you why I haven't been around and I had a question"
"Go on" She took a step forward
"Where we dating before I lost my memory?" I looked at her eyes and I saw that sparkle that I always saw in her eyes when she was around me
"Y-yes" She looked at me for a while and all of a sudden I felt like my heart was about to pump out of my chest when she took a couple of steps close to me
"Why didn't you tell me?" I looked at anywhere but her eyes
"I-I don't know. I guess I just wanted you to figure it out yourself instead of forcing you to I guess love me when you didn't even know what that felt like...if that makes any sense"
"It makes perfect sense" I hear her whisper as she got closer and closer to me "Now I just-"
"Hey Demi- Oh" One of my dancers said as she slowly started walking backwards "sorry" I heard her say before leaving
"Well that was awkward" Naya said taking a couple of steps back. I just wanted to kiss her lips but I guess not...not yet.
"I should go, I kind of have to feed Buddy who's at the house"
"You mean Ash?" I chuckled
"Possibly" I told her "See you later Naya"
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I was meeting with Naya in the cafe we used to come to every day a couple of blocks from my house. She was supposed to be here by now but I guess she's running a little late
"Would you like to order?"
"No I'm fine for now. I'm just waiting for someone" The waitress nodded with a smile and walked away. once I turned I saw Naya coming inside the little cafe, noticing that her cheeks look well rosy red like she had just ran a mile and she was out of breath
"I'm so sorry for being late" she said taking a deep breath "I-I didn't mean to" She put her stuff on the table and took a seat in front of me
"It's okay. Are you alright?"
"Yeah I was just in a hurry to get here and there was no parking for he cafe so I literally had to walk half a block to get here and it's extremely hot outside"
"It is" I chuckled staring at her for a moment before looking down at the table "So how has your day been?"
"Eventful I guess. Crystal wanted to hang out today but I blew her off cause I wanted to hang out with you...hopefully" I nodded
"Yeah definitely. I have nothing to do anyways. Unless you count sitting on the couch and sleeping as something" She giggled
"Sure I could head over to your house later" I smiled and mentally high fived myself. Progress.
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A couple of hours later I heard the doorbell ring from my house and I knew who it was.
"Come in" I said opening the door
"Jeez your house always smells good. I think it's you" Was the first thing she said before coming inside
"Thanks?" I led the way "Um I was thinking if you want to go to my room...to watch movies, I could order pizza if you want?"
"Sure. Lets go" We went to my room which was clean(for once) and Naya immediately jumped on my bed "Sorry. It was calling my name" I shook my head giggling. I grabbed the remote control from my tv. When I turned I saw her looking at something,more particularly a photo. My eyes followed her sight and I had totally forgotten that there was a picture Naya and I next to my tv. It was when she had surprised me in Christmas with Buddy that we had taken a picture together.
"Is that us?" She said furrowing her eyebrows
"Yup. That was taken on Christmas in my parents house. You had surprised me that day with...Buddy, you're he one that gave him to me, that was when I got him" She grabbed the photo and looked at it for the longest time not even removing her eyes off of it. I approached her slowly and sat next to her on the bed "Its probably one of my favorite pictures of you and me because we both look so happy and you're smiling" I smiled thinking back of that time.
"I'm still happy, I get jittery when I'm around you, this sort of happiness I guess. You make me happy" she said turning around facing me directly "I don't even know how to describe the different types of emotions I'm feeling right now at this exam moment" Her eyes darted down my lips and I licked my lips slowly waiting for her to kiss me. The waiting seemed like hours when all she did was sit there and keep on looking at my lips
'Oh fuck it' I said to myself before kissing her. I felt high once she started kissing back, I missed this. I felt her hand go behind my head and the other one tug on my shirt. Does she? I slowly felt my shirt being lifted up and I felt Naya's hands on the front of my stomach
"Wait!" I stopped her before going any further "I can't-I mean I won't. Knowing that you don't love me as much as I do. I don't want to do this" I said trying to resist the urge to kiss her again
"But Demi I remember everything. I remember!" She said out loud "I remember" she said one more time "I remember"
"You remember?" She nodded and grinned
"Yes babe I remember. I remember everything. Especially the part where I love you so much that I'll never let you go"
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I'm such a bad person for not updating this sooner. Sorry guys:/
Idk if you guys have any last ideas?
