Growing Up | Evansson Twins

Chapter 16

Go easy on me, baby

I was still a child

Didn't get the chance to

Feel the world around me

Had no time to choose

What I chose to do

So go easy on me

I had good intentions

And the highest hopes

But I know right now

That probably doesn't even show

Go easy on me, baby

I was still a child

I didn't get the chance to

Feel the world around me

I had no time to choose

What I chose to do

So go easy on me

-the song ended-

Alexa looked over at her family, they were all a crying mess. They now know what she feels, they know what had happened between Scarlett and her all this while.

For the next song, she just started messing around, what comes first on her mind.

-It'll be okay from Shawn Mendes but again, let's pretend its Alexa's song-

Are we gonna make it?

Is this gonna hurt?

Oh, we can try to sedate it

But that never works

Yeah

Axel just stares at his twin sister as he tries to remember about this song but nothing comes to his mind when Alexa wrote this song. Alexa always lets Axel hear every song of hers.

I start to imagine a world where we don't collide

It's making me sick but we'll heal and the sun will rise

It clicks to Axel that Alexa is singing this bluntly. This is exactly her feelings right now about Scarlett.

"She's singing and creating this at the same time" Axel said whispering with hurt laces through his voices

"She didn't cease to amazed me" Robbie stated

"She's hurting" Chris exclaimed sadly watching his baby girl.

If you tell me you're leaving, I'll make it easy

It'll be okay

If we can't stop the bleeding

We don't have to fix it, we don't have to stay

I will love you either way

Ooh-ooh, it'll be oh, be okay

Ooh-ooh

Oh, the future we dreamed of is fading to black

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh

Oh, there's nothing more painful

Nothing more painful, oh-woah (Oh-woah)

The words 'the future we dreamed of is fading to black' completely caught Axel off guard. He's scared that Alexa will be back to being 'Alexa' that 4 years ago.

I start to imagine a world where we don't collide

And it's making me sick but we'll heal and the sun will rise

If you tell me you're leaving, I'll make it easy

It'll be okay (It'll be okay)

And if we can't stop the bleeding

We don't have to fix it, we don't have to stay (Don't have to stay)

I will love you either way

Ooh-ooh, it'll be oh, be okay

Ooh-ooh

I will love you either way

It might be so sweet

It might be so bitter

I will love you either way

It might be so sweet

It might be so bitter (Ooh-ooh)

Alexa's voice started to crack and her tears flowing down her cheeks as everyone in the auditorium also cried. Alexa sang this from the bottom of her heart and everyone could feel the sadness through her songs.

Oh, if the future we've dreamed of is fading to black

I will love you either way

-the song ended-

Once again people give Alexa standing ovations, clapping their hands loudly, cheering on Alexa as Alexa continues to cry. Axel immediately gets up and goes backstage knowing Alexa will need him.

Anna, Brian and Noah are just standing at the side of the stage waiting for Alexa to get up but as they see Alexa can't get up from her seat and continue crying, they decided to close the curtain so they could take Alexa before anyone seeing her break down even more. People didn't stop recording her. This probably will go viral since she's Evans and Johansson's daughter. 

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Oh well, this is my 'sorry' for you guys? The Shawn Mendes song was really accurate for Alexa and Scarlett's situation. I am sobbing!