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Chapter 4

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Chapter 4 : A Swim With Sadness.

It's already 6 in the afternoon and I'm eating heavy lunch. Got my fork and spoon and I started to eat my food. Delicious food and a happy life.

Todo bonding ang araw na ito. I feel so much positivity. We got together in the Mall. It was really just a normal day.

Ang pinakamasaya lang yung nabigyan ako ng gift. Ganoon talaga tayo diba? Hehe.

I am so happy na nagkita kami. I really want to get to know him. I want to be his boyfriend! Ugh!

But first kelangan ko muna siyang maging kaclose. But shit! Ang duwag ko tuwing nandyan na siya. Pero I guess I'll give it a try.

How about I invite them to swim at my clubhouse. That will be so fun yet so smart kasi makakachat ko siya.

We will be soulmates in no time.

"Hey! Swimming kayo dito bukas?"

That's when I hit send. I feel so much pain on my chest. Lol drama lang. Kinakabahan kase ako eh teh. Papaano kung hinde siya sumagot?

"Yea hihihi" -Ash

*buntong hininga*

I smiled then, I started typing.

***

Siguro nakailang oras na nakalipas na nandito ako nakatunganga sa labas ng bintana.

I just can't stop smiling.

Nagchat kami ng matagal. As in matagal! Napagusapan namin ang nga bagay bagay katulad ng lovelife, friendships.

Pinagusapan namin yung mga likes and dislikes namin. We are getting to know each other and that is great.

Ang pinakaayaw ko lang yung mahahalataan niya na gusto ko siya at lalayuin niya ako.

Ganon naman yung iba eh. Pag nalaman na nagugustuhan mo siya. Lalayuin ka niya.

Mga maarte.

I smiled and say I have you now, Ash.

***

I took off the my sunglasses. Nasilaw tuloy ako sa araw. Nakaupo ako ngayon sa beach chair na pakiramdam ko ay model na ako.

I take out my camera from my bag beside me and start taking selfies.

I saw my friends and Tita Melay getting together. Ako mismo ang nalayo sakanila kasi I'm enjoying the moment. Pinapanuod ko kasi si Ash.

***

It's already almost night time and I'm walking slowley papunta sa cr. Nakabalot pa ang ulo ko ng twalya and I really have to pee! Kumatok ako sa girls room.

I knocked aloud and I heard Faye screaming "Taking a shit bakla!"

I really need to pee. Blast! So I have to go to the boys room.

I opened the door then there I saw him! He is really naked taking a shower. Wrong room.

"Omg Ash I'm so sorry." I try to look sincere pero I keep glances on his manhood.

"Okay lang haha. Lalake ka naman diba?"

Huh???

"Excuse me? Boy?" Chareng. Acting serious

"Ay ughh. Sorry! wala haha."

Medyo ko nahahalata na didideep niya voice niya.

***

I hate this day. I feel so weird. Nagusap naman kami. Bakit naduduwag pa rin ako. Ugh! Para naman wala kaming pinagusapan sa chat.

"Parang nahahalataan ko siyang bakla Brooke." Sabi ng mom ko nasa bahay kami.

"Hinde naman siguro Ma" I say.

I'm at the computer right now. Kalat kalat sa news feed ko ung milktea na yan. What is with that Milktea anyway? Kaloka!

I've been having the urge to chat with him pero I don't have any strength.

Nilike ko ang post niya. He had a selfie with the pool. Please love me.

That's what I want to say. Pero what I'm afraid is baka may gusto siyang iba. My heart is never been broke. Sana he is the guy talaga.

I breathe, Now I have the courage to chat him. Remember Brooke, You only live once.

"Hey gising kapa?" I chatted to him. Really excited sa masasagot niya. I kept scrolling on my feed.

Then a message popped up.

"Kakagising ko lang

Haha sige night."

That's what he had said. Kakagising niya tapos matutulog ulit. Ano kaya yun. Kabeastmode!