After what happened, umuwi na kami kaagad kinabukasan. I have avoided every calls and messages for a week already.
Now, I'm staring blankly at the ceiling, still thinking what I'll do. I just cried the whole night, not realizing na umaga na pala.
"Blue, you wanna come with me?" tanong sa akin ni Ava.
"Where are you going?" I asked not looking at her.
"Let's go out, you need sunlight, Blue. One week ka nang ganyan." she said seriously.
"I can't..." I whispered.
"Come on Blue, you can't just stay there and avoid it. Kinukulit na ako ni Lucas at di niya na tinatanggap ang mga excuses ko." she answered.
"I'll call him." I said not looking at her.
"Okay, everything will be alright blue. Take risk. If he really loves you, he'll understand." she said then left my dorm.
After a few hours, I decided to call him.
"Love..." sagot niya sa kabilang linya.
I don't know what to say. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin sa kanya ang lahat. I really want to be selfish right now and just let everything go on without him knowing about Celine.
"Love, are you okay?" he asked in a serious tone.
A tear fell from my eyes. When will I hear him, call me with so much love again. I know for a fact na kapag dumating ang panahon na malaman niya, he will leave me.
I sighed.
"Love..." he called me again with worry in his voice.
"I miss you..." I answered him. Okay, 1 year.
All I need is a year, then after that... I'll let you go.
• • •
Nagsimula na ulit ang klase namin and finally we are on our last year as PT students. 4th year na kami and we will start our internship soon.
"Loveee!! Tara sabay na tayo lunch." hila ko kay Lucas.
"Wait, I'll just finish this." sabi niya at tinuloy ang ginagawa niya.
"Let's go na, later na yan bukas pa naman ang deadline." I said pero hindi niya ako pinansin.
"Ako na nga lang mag-isa." I walked out the room at naglakad na papunta sa cafeteria. I saw him looked at me pero di ko na siya pinansin.
Naglalakad ako nang bigla akong harangin ni Sebastian sa dinadaanan ko.
"Out of the way." sabi ko pero di siya gumalaw. Lalampasan ko sana siya ulit kaso humarang nanaman siya. Ano bang problema ng lalaking to.
"I need to tell you something." he said with a serious tone. Medyo kinabahan ako sa boses niya.
"Please don't waste my time. Kung sasabihin mo lang sa akin na alam mo ang nakaraan ko, okay---"
"I was there." he said which made me confused. I gave him a questioning look pero nagulat ako nang bigla niyang hilain ang kamay ko.
"What are you doing?!" reklamo ko sa kanya pero di niya ako pinansin hanggang sa tumigil kami sa pinakalikod ng cafeteria kung saan walang tao.
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