Its been 3 months since Bray launched his attack on me and alot of things have changed and not for the better! Dean did come and resuce me from Bray but the attack left me mentally and phycially scard.It done worse for me and Dean, He became obsessed with revenge against Bray and somehow that took me out of the picture each night we was at work he would run off and not speak to me so I had to become friends with some of the Divas that use to hate me! The first Diva I became friends with was Naomi and then I became friends with Eva Marie and Emma they was a bunch of cool girls but spending time with them made me realise how distant me and Dean had become! I gave up everything for him including my friendship with Dolph but If I could do it all over again I would! Then one day Dean decided to start spending time with me but the minute he picked me up from the hotel he was in an off mood and I could tell the night wasn't going to end the way I hoped it would and that was me back in the arms of the man I was madly in love with! Nope he took me out to dinner and then dropped the bombshell on me that I prayed would never come! He broke up with me and for what reason well I became his weakness again and he couldn't risk me getting hurt by him anymore and before I could even argue back at him or even slap him he left me there in the resturant! I had enough and went back to the hotel room in tears I rang WWE and told them I was taking a break for a while and they let me I guess they already knew about me and Dean. I packed up my stuff turned off my phone and got onto the plane to the only place that made everything seem okay! I went to my mum's. In the 3 months of me being gone I hadn't watched a single programme of Raw or Smackdown and I really didn't care I just wanted to sink away from the whole WWE aspect of my life! My phone was still turned off from when I first came here as I couldn't be bothered to get my hopes up to hear from Dean I was just getting my life back together!
I woke up that morning still at my mums I really have had an amazing time out with her! She always makes everything seem better even when there not I went downstairs and sat at the breakfast bar
"Hey honey! How you feeling today? You look alot better from when you first came here! Would you like some tea?" My mother asked me. I smiled at her
"Hey mum Im okay and yes please!" I replied
"Hey buttface!" My little brother Ethan ran in with my baby sister Chloe following behind him
"Hey you! come give your big sis a cuddle!" I said pouncing on him
"Ow mum tell her!" Ethan cried
"Ameila get off your brother!" Mum laughed. I gave him a big kiss on the cheek and then got off him
"So have you looked at your phone lately or even thought about going back to work yet I bet there missing you!" Mum started
"No I haven't I dunno I just kinda never want to leave here and before you say anything I know I have to and my plane does come tonight! It just feels so good being away from all that crazyness! I suppose I should check my phone to see if I even have a job!" I gave my mum a sarcastic smile and then took my tea upstairs into my old room. I climbed onto the bed and grabbed my phone
"Okay Ameila you can do this!" I had to tell myself. I switched on my phone then threw it on my bed and hid my head under the pillows within 10 minutes I came out and saw I had 20 miss calls and hundreds of emails and 7 messages
From Naomi x:
Hey babe it's Naomi! Hope your feeling okay after everything I know you had to get away so I've left you two it but its been months now and noones heard anything from you are you okay? Text back when you can! xx
From Eva Marie x;
Okay so Namoi says shes tried ringing and calling you and so have I where are you girl? Are you okay? we need you back now please xx
