Which puts us at a total of: 920,000.
At this rate, with 32 days left, we're right on track to just barely get the money in time.
I huffed quietly, rolling over to lay on my back, still in Harry's lap with my eyes now facing him.
"One more question?" I ask.
"Is it sad?" Harry's brow cocked inquisitively.
"I don't know; you tell me."
With a wordless reply, he nodded his head, taking in a small breath as he resumed his toying with my chocolate brown hair sprawled in front of him.
"What happened, Harry?" I could see the stun on his soul, not anticipating that question from me.
I did say I wouldn't forget, didn't I?
Ideally I wouldn't want to have this conversation at three in the morning, but I know Harry's mind won't find ease any quicker the longer this drags on. I deserve answers as well. If things keep going the way they are, I'm just as deserving of ease as he is.
"I- It's not, we- we don't need to talk about it-" He mumbled out, body going rigid.
"No, I want to talk about it. Tell me what's scaring you Harry. Tell me what changed, I want to know," I propped myself up, turning to face him sitting straight up on the bed. His hands fall to his lap defeated at this withdrawal of my proximity.
"Would you- are you going to leave once you get the money? Are you just using me or-or leading me on?"
Harry's hesitant voice split my heart in two. He sounded scared, small, as if I were one of the homes he was going to be taken from. I moved closer on the bed, trying to close as much space between us while still making sure we were face to face.
"Oh Harry, you know me." I tried to say more but I was cut off.
"Do I? Do I know you?"
My mind cycles through all of our interactions, working to decipher what he does and doesn't know about me, what I'm comfortable sharing, the things I would rather take to my grave. As much as I feel like i've been open with him, as open as I can be, maybe it's not enough. I don't think he's asking for the deepest parts of me, but i'll give him whatever I can to show him I'm true.
"When I was little I used to be obsessed with snowflakes, like ridiculous; I wanted to be a hydrologist. I think that would've been a safer job than this one but would it have been as fun? Probably not." I start off easy, slowly breaking down my walls to let him in. "I've never had any pets but if I did have one I think I would want a cat, or maybe a bunny. My first plant was my N'Joy Pothos, but do you know what my favorite type of flower is?"
I could see a small smile curl on the corner of his lips as he gave me a light shake of his head back and forth.
"Peonies," I smile back, "They were my grandma's favorite too. Every year, I make sure to get a bouquet of them on the anniversary of her death. Baby pink and white ones to be exact, her favorite and now mine. "
I trailed off, peering up at the ceiling to try and come up with something more interesting about myself.
"Oh, sometimes I like to look at myself and try to guess which features I got from my parents. I wonder if they're still together, or if I have other siblings I don't know about. That sounds a lot weirder when I say it out loud," I mumble through a laugh, avoiding eye contact with Harry.
"You've never talked about your parents before," Harry's words came out cautiously, I couldn't tell if it was a question or a statement. "What happened to them?"
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Deliverance [h.s.]
Fanfikce!!Story contains mature and explicit content!! ************* Deliverance- The action of being rescued or set free. Grey Monroe is given 60 days to pay back her debts. 60 days to free the only family she has. Desperately she turns to the quickest ca...
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