Write On Me | RYEJI Converted

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Please play it later- Dinah Jane ft. A Boogie Wit Da Hoodie - "SZNS" (or just pick some cheesy song that you like 🙄)



Ryujin's POV


"You know that I love you right?" I asked Yeji while looking in her brown orbs.

"You know I would do everything for you, everything you want me to. Anything at all" I choked.

"But don't you think it's too much for me Yeji?" I asked, with tears in my eyes. "I love you so much, but don't you think it's wrong?"

"I'm only asking for a month Ryuddaeng" The love of my life begged.

"Stop..."

Her voice, sweet but cracked. Her eyes, glossy. There's something in her eyes, whether she wants it for closure or she wants it because she still loves me, that I'm not really sure of.

"Yeji, you'll only make it harder for me" I said.

Yeji just gave me a broken smile and nodded, "I know"

"Please stop that.." I mumbled.

"Hmm, what?" She innocently asked.

"Stop doing that, stop looking at me like that" I whispered.

Stop looking at me as if the only person you've ever loved hurt you, stop looking so hopeless and broken because I can't take that. Because I know I messed up.

I reached for her face and pulled her close, kissing her temples." I just want you to be happy" I whispered.

I pulled Yeji with me, "Come on, let's get you to sleep."



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"Good morning" Yeji chirped.

"Ah, good morning love. Sit down, breakfast is ready" I kissed her cheek.

"Ryujin what's the meaning of this?" Yeji asked, but I was quick to cut her off.

"Come sit, I cooked your favorite food. Well sort of" I chuckled.

Yeji sat beside me and looked at me, she searched for my face and asked again.

"Ryujin look at me and tell me what's the meaning of this"

"The meaning of what?" I replied, feigning innocence

"Kisses, gestures, hugs, pet names, out of nowhere" she looked at me confusingly.

"Shut up, you're my girlfriend for a month now" I smiled widely at her, pinching her cheeks.

"Oh" was the only thing that came from Yeji's mouth, she probably understood that I already agreed to do what she wanted.

I thought about it the whole night, I also weighed the pros and cons. The pros, will allow me to be with Yeji for a month. The cons, will unfortunately be the unbearable pain, but I just needed this one chance or else I'll regret not taking it. I don't wanna label it as "pretending" too, because damn it hurts, but oh well fuck it, I love this girl so much and if it is the last time that I will be able to be with her then i'll gladly take the opportunity, whether I get hurt or not isn't really an option, I guess it'll be like that when you truly love someone, all you just want is to be with them and I'm lucky enough to have this chance for the last time. It's better than nothing.

"Um, errr. Where do you wanna go after this Yeddeong?" I stuttered. I think Yeji could sense my nervousness, I mean I'm not really sure how to act with her around me and all.
Yeji turned her head towards me and held my hand, "Relax Ryu, it's alright. Just be you when you're with me and besides it's just me" She squeezed my hand and gave a warm smile.

"Yeah, it's you that's why I'm nervous. I just don't wanna fuck it all up again" I mumbled, low enough for her to not hear. I think.

"You never fucked up" Yeji said out of nowhere to then continue chewing her food. I sat there looking at her, dumbfounded.