Finding Way

•Decisions•

"You are coming and that is final, it is just for 1 week yaar."
Vidhi announced with all conviction and Teja huffed in annoyance, Vidhi was the only BB15 contestant that she has been in contact with, she was their during her mother surgeries and the two's bond had become extremely strong.

And now Teja regretted that only.

"Vidhi teri shaadi Umer se horahi hai, a big fat Indian wedding with all the jhamma, sab honge abhi mujhe kesi ko face nahi karna aur...."

"Kesi ko yeh Karan ko?" And Teja had instantly become quiet at the question, where was the lie even? He was the reason she was avoiding attending the wedding, she could never grow strong enough to face him or probably she was done being vulnerable because of him, and that was only going to happen if they face each other.

"Kab tak bhaggi teju?" Another question and she tightened her fist, she couldn't tell her that no matter how much she ran away that man and his words, those days with him kept haunting her down and she would still be broken at the end if not more.

"Main nahi bhagg rahi hoon theek hai mujhe ab kesi ke hone na hone se kuch farq nahi parta hai, but I have finally sorted my life, I have removed him from the place he once resided, he is no longer there and he can't ever be."
She pronounced but even her heart refused to accept those words, words they are just mere fragments they don't always reflect the truth.

And the truth was far from that.

"He isn't coming.." Vidhi paused and Teja turned to look at her,

"Stop lying Vidhi," she sighed in frustration.

"I swear Umar only told me, he has a project to wrap up so he won't be able to attend."

"He would never for anything miss Umar's wedding," Teja said with confidence and Vidhi smirked at her, too much for moving on.

"Qasam se yaar dekh le messages," Vidhi said as she forwarded her phone and those messages from Umar did proved he wasn't coming.

"Ab aja" and Teju just gave her a look, but now there was no reason to deny going as well.

"Sochongi," she said and Vidhi laughed.

"I know you are coming," and Teju threw a dirty look towards her.

Saare dost kameene kyun hote hain?

Teja sat down at Vidhi's bed as she approved of the jewelleries she showed her, her mind drifting to the memories inside the bb15 house.

It is weird right how fast and how differently times change, a blink and your life flips over. There were two people who were getting married who had just merely known each other inside the house and then they were them, they had a full fledged love story and look at what stage they stood. Weird and heartbreaking were the only words she could remember to describe how times changed for them.

But then another part of her thought maybe they were never supposed to be, they were not meant to be, maybe their "march" was never supposed to come, maybe their love was never strong enough or maybe they made no efforts or maybe the love that they cherished was laid on the foundation of sand, one wave and it all came crashing down and boom everything was gone.

"What are you thinking?"
"Weird no how life changes I could never  imagine you and Umer marrying." She said as she laid her head on the headboard of the bed.

"Not me either, it is just we clicked and then we were too deep into it to realise how far we have fallen."

"Uff totally relatable even with Sunny..." and she paused,the corners of her eyes watering again.

And Vidhi looked at her in sadness, for her Karan and Tejasswi were end game, the kind of love story, the fairytale kinda, the one that gives forever vibes and now all that happened made her sad to another extent.

"You don't think Umer is nice?" Vidhi questioned, she knew Umer and Teja were on a rough patch but at one point in the same game they were there for each other but she still asked.

"Oh nahi, he is nice person thora short tempered hai par dil ka acha hai, aur tujh se pyaar karta hai believe me mein guarantee leti hoon khush rahegi," she won't be tejasswi prakash if she didn't said that, she had no grudges what happened inside stayed inside.

If only that could be true with someone else.

And Vidhi hugged her as she prayed that Teja gets her share of happiness soon because she didn't knew someone who was more deserving then her.

"Ap Shimla jaane ka soch rahe hoo? Umar bhai ki shaadi pe? Par ap tu nahi jarahe the naa?"
Omi questioned Karan when he was instructed to get the flights booked. He would definitely not miss his laundey's wedding now could he?

"Yes usko surprise karoonga saala shaadi kar raha hai."

"Bhaii.." Omi called out and Karan knew even by not looking at him what his question was.

"She isn't coming," he whispered, probably trying to make himself understand the truth and accept the reality.

And Omi just looked at Karan, he had been with him since the last 10 years, he had seen him grow both personally and professionally, he had seen him going to worst of breakups and shits but he had never seen his boss cum bhai this terrible, it was as if he had lost himself with that girl for him to never return back.

Omi had never met teja, life didn't give them a chance but he knew for the woman she was they would have instantly bonded, yes she was headstrong but at the same time fierce and no matter what anybody say he knew the whole world knew what was between Karan and Tejasswi was nothing short of love, a love they didn't try fighting for.

But they should had, that love was worth every damn fight, but maybe that place was like this or maybe that was supposed to happen.

Karan watched the panda jacket lying on the couch in the bedroom, the one he had worn that day, a daily reminiscent of where things went wrong, so was what his life had become, he had began associating everything with her, she never left his mind, she was not there yet she was everywhere.

Just like his heart.

Seeing Umar getting married threw him in the whirl pool of so many memories, how he had asked her scared that, "dil tu nahi todegi naa"
And she had so confidently replied,
"Nahi isse pehle march main pakka karlete hai naa"

And he wanted to question her where was she now, was she not here, was just a mere task big enough to destroy sometime so beautiful like what they had, why? And so many why but the problem was he never contacted or tried the contacting the person who actually had the answers to those whys. Neither did she nor did he. And in that quest the love was gone.

And he jerked himself out of those thoughts as a hand rested on his shoulder and he looked at Omi and he just slightly smiled. A smile full of pain.

And Omi's heart hurt seeing him like this and he prayed he find his solace as soon as possible because he didn't anyone more deserving of it then him.