Finding Way

•Longing•

"Ladoo, uth ja yaar,"
"Thore kum paise kama leinge par zindagi main maze tu buhat ainge naa,"
"Tu buhat soni lag rahi hai,"

And all those words faded into nothingness, like a gush of wind as if probably it never existed. Her hand tightened on the chai mug.

Chai, she chuckled, she was always a coffee person and then a certain someone entered and boom everything changed.

Aadat hogayi usko, is chai ki, ladoo sunne ki, pyaar ki, use insaan ki and log kehte hain aadat buhat khatarnaak cheer hoti hai!

But the fact was he was no longer here and all left were beautiful memories that caused her to smile and as well cry, how could someone do that you? She often wondered.

These past 4 months threw her from the sky to deep underneath the ground, so much changed and so much was lost and all that remained was the ache in her heart that never faded away.

"Ajj meeting keliye jana hai teju yeh kya sochne lag gayi hai," she thought to herself. Life was coming back at-least on a professional front and she needed herself back but she knew deep down a part of her was lost.

A part that will always remain with him.

"Sunnyyyy"
"Mein kithey jawaan"
"Mein tujh se buhat pyaar karti hoon karan aur surf tujh se karti hoon aur agar tu mujhe nahi mila tu main marjaungi,"

And he blinked the tears away as he looked outside of his balcony. Love it is vicious, it attacks you from place, deserting you leaving you stranded with no support, he always knew it and he had guarded his heart well but one glance if her and all his defences came down.

His career was reaching peak, big boss 15 winner, many collaborations and many opportunities were there, his family was with him and happy, yet there was void, a void that was left behind by the woman who still resided in his heart, the void that made him feel empty and sad, the void that snatched his smile away.

"Tu ne shoot bola tha ladoo tu mere begair reh sakti hai," he mumbled in the air as if the winds around would take his message to her, or probably he trusted them more than he ever trusted his own self.

When a message pinged at his phone,
"You coming" it read.
Umar.

And he let out a sigh, life had to come back to track and he will make sure it does.

But he also knew a part of him was lost.

A loss that can never be recovered.

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Short but it will get longer as the story proceeds. Also thank you for the lovely response this makes me so overwhelmed💕💕💕💕

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