You Think You Know Everything About Me

Down for the count

It was wills birthday party today..... The brother of Ashley aka the other girl I fought with..... they uploaded pictures to Facebook. I should be there. I shouldn't be here crying because I'm not and because I lost my best friends to a lying bitch. It hurts. I can't do friendships anymore. I'm always distant now. I hope they're all happy for the fact that they have put me down for the count and started up my depression all over again. I shouldn't of checked Facebook. But I had to see what a wonderful time everyone is having without me. It seems pretty damn great. So cheers to going back to being suicidal and depressed and covering up every emotion with a fake ass smile.