Loving a santo(sad eyes)

Part 21

It's been a week since I've been at my house I haven't seen anyone lately I just showered ate and went to bed today I decided to go out and visit Oscar and all of them

This was the fit)

So everything seemed to go back to normal I was still a little shaken up about being around dudes but it slowly started to fade away "hey dad imma go to the Diaz house"I said he came over and took a purple gun out it was gorgeous "here I bought u this so u can protect ur self mija I can't lose u"he said I hugged him and kissed his cheek "thanks dad and u won't lose me trust me but I need to talk to Oscar"I said he nodded Oscar dad ray left again

(This was the gun btw with gems and the letter N on it)

I tucked the gun in my waistband in the bag and I started walking towards Oscar's house I saw ruby Jamal monse and Cesar all there looking sweaty and shit "hey what's wrong"I asked they all looked  at me and ruby and Jamal and monse came running to me hugging me "omg ur safe Jesus nati u scared us to death"ruby said I giggled and hugged them back "yea I'm still breathing I won't be if y'all don't let go of me"I said they all let go "why y'all like that"I said gesturing towards they clothe and shit "cuchillos is dead"oscar said "what"I said shocked "19th street killed her"Cesar said I sighed "fuck when is this shit gonna end I can't take anymore dead bodies at least from people I care about"I said I then remembered something "fuckkkkk"I groaned "what's wrong"Dani asked I looked at my phone "uhhh todays todays mannys birthday"i said looking down Dani came and hugged me "u wanna go see him I'll go with u"she said I nodded "we'll be back boys"Dani said taking Antonio's car keys we got in and drove to the cemetery and we went to mannys grave their was a tombstone with his name and a picture of him "hey feo"i said sitting down In front of the tombstone "happy birthday pa the big 18 huh old mf"i said ogling i could see Dani trying not to cry "this wasn't how we was supposed to pass ur 18th birthday party we were supposed to be partying and shit"i said wiping a tear off "uhhh manny where could I start so much shit has happened since u left like shit Jamal found roller world money I got fucking kidnap and raped and shit it was messed up but tito was there for me he always has been"I said smiling at the thought of Antonio "even tho he's a dumbass mf says he loves me but sleeps with other woman u know he said something cute shit a week ago when I was pretending to be asleep he would kill me if he knew I heard Him"I said laughing Dani sat next to me and laughed with me "he would"Dani said as she dusted off mannys grave "shit manny tbh u lucky u not here to see all this crazy shit happening"Dani said I agreed with her "well chulo I'll come visit u another time just know I love u and happy birthday and I'm doing fine I'm getting their I know one day I'll be happy like fully happy like how u wanted me to be I love u"i said rubbing his picture I got up "bye feo we love u"Dani said I smiled and we both walked to the car hugging each other "thank u Dani like seriously ur always their for me and I don't say thank u enough so thank u"i said hugging her "it no problem sis I'm always gonna be here for u in good and bad"she said we both smiled and got in the car and drove to the Diaz house "hey how was it"Oscar asked "it's good it felt good to talk to manny I haven't visited him much"I said shrugging he nodded "yea it was nice"Dani said as she sat next to joker I went near Antonio he wrapped his arms around he probably felt my gun poking him "nati what the fuck is that"he asked I started laughing "it's my dick it's bigger then yours"I said with a smirk looking at him "oh really"he said with a smirk I nodded "well that's not what I remember u say the first couple of night we slept together I remember u saying 'damm tito"Antonio said before I put my hand around his mouth "do not fucking continue that sentence Antonio Guzman"I said he laughed out loud literally "gross we didn't need to hear that"oscar said gaggin I rolled my eyes "no actually what is it tho"Antonio asked after he finished laughing I pulled out my gun "my dad got it for me isn't it cute"I said showing it to them "omg I want onee"Dani said as she grabbed it to look at it yes it was on safe "damm now u look even more bad ass"joker said I winked at him I put it back in the back of my sweats we all went inside most of the santos went home we Antonio sat down and pulled me onto his lap Oscar and Dani went to the kitchen k guess to talk while they got some snack joker and paco where smoking a blunt while we where watching a movie Oscar and Dani came back with snack we all started talking and having a good time "omg I love that part"I said jumping up and down laughing pointing to the tv to the movie we were watching I then felt Antonio get hard and I felt him grab my hips "mami stop jumping up and down"he groaned as he whispered in my ear leaning his head my shoulder I giggled "sorry"i mumbled "what's wrong with him"Dani asked I shrugged "idk he probably tired"I said trying not to laugh "nahh mf u gonna get all excited and jumpy because of a movie but forgot u on my dick and all the jumpy excitement caused some commotion"Antonio said I busted out laughing seeing Dani's disgusted face "I shouldn't have asked"she said "u got a boner"joker said more like stated he was probably already high off his ass "no shit compa"oscar said we all laughed Antonio then picked me up "well imma go reset this woman's organs in ur extra room"Antonio told Oscar with a smirk "eewww shut the fuck up Antonio that's my best friend ur talking about chill with her organs"Dani groaned I kept giggling "y'all better not leave that room a mess ugly fucks"Oscar yelled Antonio closed the door and threw me on the bed we started kissing me neck "I love u fea"he said as he started kissing my neck "I love u to feo"i said (and yea y'all know what happened there;)

A:n sorry this was a short episode but I'm kinda going on a author block lol I've been stressed out recently so my minds kinda blank so give me ideas on what I should write the other parts about help a sister out yallllll commentttttttttttt also give me a follow while u at it ps love y'all 😘