Stay with me

.7.

"I go to the gym almost everyday." He explains was Kiba just joking?

I sigh , I still don't understand how friendships work.

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I should have also knew that I don't understand how love works.

"Do you wanna go to the mall?" Naruto ask as I look at the TV.

I shake my head I didn't said anything to him today.
I woke up with a massive headache and I just feel frustrated.

I was kinda mad and jealous.
He sits down next to me pulling the blanket on himself.

I was always jealous that how perfect Naruto was.
How he talked with people that he had a family.

That he knew what it meant to be loved.

I was always jealous of him.
I bite my lip until I could feel my blood metallic taste.

"Are you okay Sasuke? You have been really quiet today.
Did you had a nightmare?" He ask worried I just still shake my head.

His voice makes me just wanna tell him to fuck off.

Why is he so kind?

Why does even bother talking to me?

"Sasuke do I need to get a doctor?" He ask again and I finally look at him.

I open my mouth to tell him that I have no intuitions talking to him.

"No , I will take a nap." I say coldly I got up and walked upstairs to my room.

I didn't looked back but I know Naruto wanted to stop me and talk.

I couldn't bring myself to tell him that I'm just annoyed, even though he always said that I can talk to him about anything.
I bite my lip as I sit on the bed.

"Fucking shit."

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I also should have known that I didn't understand how much words can hurt someone.

I was mad.
I was annoyed and the nightmares I got these days were the most awful ones I had in a while.
I was frustrated and tired.

And Naruto wasn't helping with his hero complex.

"Sasuke , please talk to me. I am really worried." I hear Naruto voice outside as he knocks.

I stay silent so maybe he will think I'm sleeping.

I look out the window my blinds are off but it's still sunny. I rub my eyes tiredly.

I just want this headache to stop.

"Sasuke I know you aren't asleep.
Please open the door so we can talk." He insists as I sit up and walk to the door.

I open it by twisting the keys from inside.

He smiles widely as he sees me , my heart stops I was just about to tell him.
That he should fucking leave me alone.

"Sasuke , thank god." He says he goes for a hug but I step away from him.
His smile drops and he furrows his brows.

He looks at me confused but his eyes widen.

"Oh did I made you ever uncomfortable ? Did I hurt you in any kind of way?"  He asks as he steps away too.
I can't believe he is still worried about me.

He never done anything that would have made me uncomfortable.
Even though I am not used to the hugs and the caring I get from him.
It's nice and I can't let this happen anymore.