Love Is A Losing Game .

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They Call Me Dirty Diana Where I'm From. Long Beach , California That Is . Where The Hoes Are Proud To Be Who They Are & Daddies Are No Where To Be Found . Perfect Ghetto Story Huh.!? Here I Am 21 Years Old , No Kids . Been Stripping At Bars And Night Clubs Since I Was 15. The Money Was Amazing . I Had My First Condo At 16. Who The Hell Could Tell Me I Wasn't A Bad Ass Bitch . NOBODY. I Was Heartless & Trying To Get Mines By Any Means Necessary . I've Shot At & Killed My Enemies . I've Robbed My Friends & Family. & Yes I've Been Strung Out On Drugs , But Hell Who Hasn't In This Life . It Ain't Easy & I'm Constantly Watching My Back & Front . Even My Main Bitch Know Not Fuck With Me . Don't Let This Pretty Face & Curves Deceive You. I'm A Little Monster . Shit They Should Call Me The Grim Reaper. I'll Snatch Your Soul While Your Sleep. I Am Not One To Fuck With .

Here I Was In Some Fancy Hotel Over Looking The Beach , Layed Up With Some Bitch From The Club Last Night . I Looked Over & Saw Her Curled Up In A Fetal Position. I Had To Laugh At Myself . I Must Have Turned The Poor Girl Out . I See Why I did bring her Back To My Room . Baby Had A Gorgeous Figure & Ass Was On Swole . I Scratched My Head Trying To Figure Out What Her Name Was, Kelly ... No Kiara... No Keonna . Shit Hell If I Know . I Got Out The Cali King Size Bed & Ran My Fingers Throw My $800 Dollar Weave & Stretched A Bit . Boy I Love My Life . Walking Towards The Bathroom Picking up My Clothes & Purse , I Had To Get Out Of There Before This Bitch Woke Up . I'm Not In The Business Of Keeping Women On My Hip . Just As I Was Headed Out The Door , Body Suited In A All White Armani Dress I Wrote My Number On A Hundred Dollar Bill And Threw It On The Bed . KellyKionaKiara Could Be Good For Business Later . She Seems Sweet & Naive Enough .

I Walked out Into The Heat Of LA Trying To Find My Whip . Where The Hell Did I Park . I Looked Around And Saw My 2014 Mercedes Benz Parked Off To The Left . I Took A Deep Breath . Ahhhh What A Beautiful Car , For The Ugly Things I Had To Do To Get It . It Ran Chills Through My Body Thinking Of How I Got This Gem. I Practically Skipped To My Car . Once Inside I Ripped Through The Parking Lot & Cruised Through The City . I bet You Think California Is Beautiful . Yea This Shit Is Beautiful In The Day Time . As Soon as Dark Hits , The Heavy Hitters Are Too Play. And Dirty Diana Is A Heavy Hitter . Heavier Than You May Think . I Couldn't Wait To Dance Tonight . I Had A Suprise For All That Will Be Attending My Show . A Surprise & Game Changer .

I Walked Inside My 3 Bedroom Condo Exhausted And Wanted To Take A Nap Before Tonight . I Wanted My Body & Mind Right Before I Got On That Stage . Before I Could Pull My Clothes Off , Eygpt Came Rushing Out The Back Room Screaming . Here We Go ,

"Where The Fuck Have You Been D ! I Haven't Seen Your Ass For Almost Two Days , You Think You Can Just Stroll In Here And Think It's Okay . You Really Think The World Revolves Around Your Ass Don't You. . Why You Ain't Been Answering My Calls , My Text , My Voice mails , I Swear To God You Get On My Fucking Nerves .....

Egypt Is My Soul Mate , I Met Her When We Were 15 & Dancing At This Bar For A Guy Named Lucky . She Didn't Have A Family & I Was Running Away From Mines . So Sweet & Soft Spoken. I Fell In Love With Her Instantly. We looked Out For Each other . We Ate Together , Struggled Together & Killed Together . There Was No Way I Wanted Egypt Mad At Me . But Lately She Been Real Aggy . Like Now Screaming At The Top Of Her Lungs. She Know Damn Well These White Folks Would Call The Police On Our Asses So Fast. I Watched Her Roll Her Neck & Smack Her Pretty Lips Still Talking Mad Shit . It Looked Like She Just Got Out The Shower , Her Hair Was Dripping ... I Couldn't Help But Smile At Her , Admiring The Faces She Was Making ,

" And You Think This Shit Funny Huh D ! Look I'm Not About To Play With You , If I Left This House For More Than 10 Minutes You'd Be On My Ass Like White On Rice ! .....
I Inched Closer To Her , And Made My Puppy Dog Face , I know She Can't Stay Mad At Me For Long . We Had A Weak Spot For Each Other

" I'm Sorry Baby , Don't Be Mad At Me , I Been Out Working .... "

I Trailed My Fingers Along The Side Of Her Neck , Slightly Running My Nails Across Her Jawline & Lips , Her Body Was Getting Weaker As I Slowly Started To Play With Her Nipples Through Her Wet T Shirt .

" You Mad At Me Baby , I'm Sorry ... Stop Fussing At Me ....

I Knew If I Gave Her Enough Attention & Touching She'd Shut The Fuck Up . I Had Her Wrapped Around My Finger As I Slid My Tongue Between Her Lips , Tasting The Toothpaste She Just Used . She Began To Whisper In My Ear ,

" I Love You , D . Don't Stop Touching Me Baby , Ughh you make me so maaaaad , "

I Wrapped Her In My Arms & Pulled Her To The Floor , Spreading Her Legs & Diving In . Okay I Got 20 Minutes To Eat On Her Then I Gotta Go . If Stay Around Too Long Egypt Gone Have Me In Here Forever . Money Was Calling My Name . Power Was Right On My Finger Tips. But First Egypt Pussy Was Soak And Wet , Waiting For Me ....

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