So maybe about 3~4 months ago, I saw this suuuuuuuuperrrrrrrrrrr handsome guy aw mah gahhhhh I'm still meltingggggggggggg whenever I think about himmmmmmmm...
Anywho I was walking along the platform to go stand where I usually wait for the train when going home from school and now I see his face every single day when I inevitably pass by that place aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa send help...
I can't stop my reactions
To what my heart thinks good;
I can't prevent a single hitch,
Although I wish I could.
I see a head of wavy hair,
Silky, shoulder length;
Warm brown eyes return my stare,
And suddenly I've no strength.
I was only passing by
To go wait for the train,
And there you stood with your kindly eyes:
Like an angel in the rain.
My steps faltered, but I pressed on.
I knew it must look weird.
I fought the urge to stop and turn:
Your reaction is what I feared.
My heart skipped a beat that day,
And my dark sky turned to blue;
"The kindest eyes I've seen all day,"
A fact never more true.
I wish I stopped to talk to you;
I wanted a second glance.
I wish I didn't just walk away:
That was my only chance.
Wavy blond hair atop your head
Flowing down your cheeks,
Stopping just shy of your shoulders,
Stuck in my mind for weeks.
Smooth round glasses perched on your nose
As golden locks caress your face
A soft, gentle gaze from beyond those lenses
Finds me with effortless grace.
Each time I pass by that place
Where your feet indeed once stood,
I keep seeing your silhouette
And frankly, I don't think that's good...
And every single day, my heart yearns
Oh, my heart aches
To see your face once more time
Yes, just one more time
And everyday, my heart aches
Oh, my heart breaks
To see your face just one more time
To hear your voice and you'd hear mine.
It was literally a fleeting moment:
I was only passing by you.
So, unlike everyone else I passed,
Why do I only remember you?
Despite all the face I saw that night,
And all the people I passed by,
Your face stays clear in my mind
And I really don't know why.
You're my type, that I confess,
Like I'm tea and you're the bread;
But there's no good reason why
You're stuck inside my head!
The less of me thinking of you,
The more you come to mind;
The more I'm thinking about you,
The less you come to mind.
I want to forget all about you,
It does me no good; yet,
I want to remember you; thus
By myself, I'm misunderstood.
It doesn't make sense to me-
Nope, no sense at all.
These things that I'm feeling
They make me feel so small.
In hindsight, this may merit me;
Or not. I don't know- see?!
My confused heart is sorrowful,
Yet wallows in much glee.
It's a crazy thought, so I
dismissed it from my mind,
But this feeling makes me want
to press pause and hit rewind.
I wish I saw that man again;
I wish with all my might!
It might be true (I hope not!), but,
Is this... love, at first sight?
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The Darkness Within: Vol. 2
PoetryA second installment, a continuation of its brutally and abruptly discontinued predecessor. It's a very personal poetry book, as most of those who have read some poetry from the original would know. Long story short, I write to vent, and this is wh...
