The room with emotions

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Table full of notes
Clothes are unfold ,
Walls are losing it's colour
This room is very cold.
I put flowers on my vase
Three months ago,
The flowers are no longer lovely
They're staring at me with ego.
I heard people saying,
'Spring is coming "
For me it's been winter for years
Maybe I've lost counting.
Three months ago,
Heart was smilling through  the light.
Everyday was a spring day
Hopes were dancing in the night .
Now, I can't sleep in the night
Your voice always rings on my ears,
Dreams are crying all over the floor
Pillows are soaked with tears.
I spend half of my night
Blaming myself for everything ,
Then I try to sleep with pain
Try to save myself from your hunting.
My friends always talk about you
I act like I don't even care,
But they don't know my true story
The amount of pain I always bear.
I always come back to my room
With hand full of regrets ,
I assemble my feelings under my bed
So that they always remain as secrets.
Whenever I wake up in the midnight
The unbearable pain attacks me,
Then I try to think about your words
Think about the days full of glee.
This  room is still dirty
Closet is full of pain,
Maybe it won't be same as before
Until I'll get you out of my brain.
Maybe one day,I will put new flowers The walls will be colorful and bright ,
Spring will come to my room too
This room will be filled with lights.

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