Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG

heather... ∆

This is going to be bit different then u think ig it's inspired by this story I read my dumbass forgot what it was called but yeah shout out to that💀
Anyways this is going to be about you feeling insecure and just left out of her friend group which includes Billie who you have intense feelings for but u think she is way to out of ur league
I dont think I'll make this a happy ending but I might rechange the ending to happy if u guys want lol

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Y/n pov-
"What THE FUCK REALLY HAHAH" jay scream followed by everyone laughing and screaming
I dont even know what they said or what they are talking about
Is that a inside joke they are talking about?
Maybe they hang out with out me I mean I don't add anything to this group
I just make them worry
I don't know if they even care to worry
Why do I keep hurting myself
They are amazing friends maybe I just want pity
Why would u want pity when u aren't even telling this to anyone
But they know I am sad aren't they going to ask
Why do u want them to ask y/n maybe u are looking for pity

"Hey y/n everything okay?" I hear her voice
By her I mean Billie ellish
My life long crush and best friend at least I think of her as one

I look up at her
Almost blown away by her beauty
How can someone be that beautiful

"U-uh yeah of course" I say giving my most realistic smile
I see her mirror my smile nodding not really believing me
Her smile is so heavenly
She is such an angel

"Y/n are excited that summer break has started" lui says looking at me

"Yeah of course finally no school that's a relief" I say smiling
Mentally slapping my self at that stupid response
Like who says that

I hear Billie laugh
I swear my heart skips 10 beats every time she laughs

This whole crush thing has been going on for too long
I had this phase where I hated her for being so amazing and perfect
I know crazy
But I could never hate her
Ever
I wish I was perfect for her
I wish she would look at me the way she looks at the beautiful girls thirsting over her
But again they are beautiful, with their long silky hair and basically perfect skin
And a perfect body
Of course Billie would give them compliments

"Hey y/n!" I hear billie say

I hey snapped out of my thoughts once again by Billie
I look up at her as she is standing up
While the rest of the group Follows her

" we are going to the park to take some pictures the lighting is fucking bomb there" Billie says smiling

"I- I dont know" I say

Y/n shut the fuck up and go
The ya really finally making u feel included why aren't u trying to make ur self better

She raises her eyebrow
"I didn't ask u did I?" She says smirking dragging me by my arm

"BILLIE" I scream as she drags me

"Fine" I huff as she stops

"Finally now get ur ass up" she says helping me get up and making me follow her

See y/n she does care about you
You just want self pity

"Y/n take my picture" Billie says giving me her phone

"Sure" I smile as she goes by the beautiful blossom tree and does her iconic pose (u decide which one)

I take the picture
Wow she is so fucking photogenic